HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAZUSHI
June 12, 2025 at 12:53 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAZUSHI
listened to aki's solo songs again and just started to bawl my eyes out :( i really miss him so much.. it hurts to remember it's been 2 years without him and the number will keep climbing keep increasing and i'll have to keep living without him on earth :((a
May 11, 2025 at 8:01 AM
listened to aki's solo songs again and just started to bawl my eyes out :( i really miss him so much.. it hurts to remember it's been 2 years without him and the number will keep climbing keep increasing and i'll have to keep living without him on earth :((a
not a very good mother's day when grandma gets hospitalised :( i will see her later today and hopefully she's okay, she's been diagnosed with cancer recently and we're all so on edge
May 11, 2025 at 6:38 AM
not a very good mother's day when grandma gets hospitalised :( i will see her later today and hopefully she's okay, she's been diagnosed with cancer recently and we're all so on edge
good news 2 week long break did wonders for my mental health and i no longer want to kill myself
bad news. i now love a kansai rentrer en soi inspired band and the vocalist told me he was also inspired by laputa and now i have to go to every live possible.
bad news. i now love a kansai rentrer en soi inspired band and the vocalist told me he was also inspired by laputa and now i have to go to every live possible.
May 5, 2025 at 7:44 AM
good news 2 week long break did wonders for my mental health and i no longer want to kill myself
bad news. i now love a kansai rentrer en soi inspired band and the vocalist told me he was also inspired by laputa and now i have to go to every live possible.
bad news. i now love a kansai rentrer en soi inspired band and the vocalist told me he was also inspired by laputa and now i have to go to every live possible.
everyday i clock in and i dont know how much longer i can keep doing this
March 19, 2025 at 10:52 PM
everyday i clock in and i dont know how much longer i can keep doing this
very kind of atto to reply to my cheki reservation in half english to flex his eng skills and make me laugh
unfortunately i am still clinically depressed
unfortunately i am still clinically depressed
March 16, 2025 at 4:12 AM
very kind of atto to reply to my cheki reservation in half english to flex his eng skills and make me laugh
unfortunately i am still clinically depressed
unfortunately i am still clinically depressed
i have been crying but not about how i wanna die. i am crying about how i love Laputa so much!!!!!! they make my life so much brighter even if they have ascended and aki is no longer with us. i really cannot survive without aki's voice!!!! wow!!!!
hashtag realisation
hashtag realisation
March 9, 2025 at 5:14 AM
i have been crying but not about how i wanna die. i am crying about how i love Laputa so much!!!!!! they make my life so much brighter even if they have ascended and aki is no longer with us. i really cannot survive without aki's voice!!!! wow!!!!
hashtag realisation
hashtag realisation
ok let me go buy my black trunk off taobao and start making my bangya trunk (i am delusional and in my head i always win the tickets i want so i will also win Laputa this time
March 8, 2025 at 3:31 AM
ok let me go buy my black trunk off taobao and start making my bangya trunk (i am delusional and in my head i always win the tickets i want so i will also win Laputa this time
i just really feel like these past few years i've lost so many important people in my life.. losing Douby, then aki in the same month. my grandfather passed away last year over the summer. this year Feiby passed away on my birthday.
im scared to keep going further LMAO
im scared to keep going further LMAO
March 2, 2025 at 8:41 AM
i just really feel like these past few years i've lost so many important people in my life.. losing Douby, then aki in the same month. my grandfather passed away last year over the summer. this year Feiby passed away on my birthday.
im scared to keep going further LMAO
im scared to keep going further LMAO
not to analyse Yuina (ex Lamiel/Blast)'s lyrics on bsky but.. he writes a lot of lyrics touching on the idea of loss, insomnia, and dreams. just vkei things but i really do wonder if he has dealt with a lot of grief and loss in his life because i relate so bad to his lyrics lmao
March 2, 2025 at 8:38 AM
not to analyse Yuina (ex Lamiel/Blast)'s lyrics on bsky but.. he writes a lot of lyrics touching on the idea of loss, insomnia, and dreams. just vkei things but i really do wonder if he has dealt with a lot of grief and loss in his life because i relate so bad to his lyrics lmao
nobody gets my depression the way a man from nagoya does
March 2, 2025 at 8:33 AM
nobody gets my depression the way a man from nagoya does
i just really wonder how different my life would be if aki was still alive. would i have been happier even if somewhat lonelier because i didn't befriend any of his fans? or am i happier now that i started going to kansai dominors and made friends with all the bangya there...
March 1, 2025 at 8:46 AM
i just really wonder how different my life would be if aki was still alive. would i have been happier even if somewhat lonelier because i didn't befriend any of his fans? or am i happier now that i started going to kansai dominors and made friends with all the bangya there...
i woke up and thought today is gonna be a good day i'm gonna go on a walk, make up some furi to old vkei bands with no footage online, drink some bubble tea, read old magazines... and i did all of that but then i started missing aki a lot again and today is not such a good day anymore ugh
March 1, 2025 at 8:45 AM
i woke up and thought today is gonna be a good day i'm gonna go on a walk, make up some furi to old vkei bands with no footage online, drink some bubble tea, read old magazines... and i did all of that but then i started missing aki a lot again and today is not such a good day anymore ugh
idk if im just that depressed or if i really dont give a fuck about dominors anymore but im gonna go see Ayakashi this month and see how i feel ://
i really wanna catch Hollowgram in April and already planning to see Sadie so hopefully i can get all those lives in ugjhfheuhfjk
i really wanna catch Hollowgram in April and already planning to see Sadie so hopefully i can get all those lives in ugjhfheuhfjk
March 1, 2025 at 2:49 AM
idk if im just that depressed or if i really dont give a fuck about dominors anymore but im gonna go see Ayakashi this month and see how i feel ://
i really wanna catch Hollowgram in April and already planning to see Sadie so hopefully i can get all those lives in ugjhfheuhfjk
i really wanna catch Hollowgram in April and already planning to see Sadie so hopefully i can get all those lives in ugjhfheuhfjk
people are reselling aki trading cards now for like 4000yen per card meanwhile i got basically every aki card in existence for under 10k yen and the seller found out im foreign so she wrote me a letter in english and gave me all her aki postcards as a gift <333 i love aki fans <3
February 28, 2025 at 2:01 PM
people are reselling aki trading cards now for like 4000yen per card meanwhile i got basically every aki card in existence for under 10k yen and the seller found out im foreign so she wrote me a letter in english and gave me all her aki postcards as a gift <333 i love aki fans <3
close enough, welcome back Wana by Laputa
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiYj...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiYj...
Lustair - Night Affair
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February 28, 2025 at 1:58 PM
close enough, welcome back Wana by Laputa
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiYj...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CiYj...
i recovered for 2 weeks and now im sick again thank you children for being sick and coughing on me
February 26, 2025 at 1:08 PM
i recovered for 2 weeks and now im sick again thank you children for being sick and coughing on me
listening to Laputa and aki knowing its gonna make me sad feels like this
February 23, 2025 at 3:00 PM
listening to Laputa and aki knowing its gonna make me sad feels like this
listening to Laputa and crying good evening
February 23, 2025 at 1:56 PM
listening to Laputa and crying good evening
i just remembered we are supposed to be getting the never before released Laputa song that was recorded when aki was still alive on streaming service this year
February 23, 2025 at 12:20 PM
i just remembered we are supposed to be getting the never before released Laputa song that was recorded when aki was still alive on streaming service this year
been doing a lot of introspection lately, i am therapising myself!!! i have to solve my own problems because my health insurance wont cover therapy!!!
February 23, 2025 at 6:21 AM
been doing a lot of introspection lately, i am therapising myself!!! i have to solve my own problems because my health insurance wont cover therapy!!!