You could give them a million dollars, they'd still find a way to be angry. Like good lord.

I will for the sake of our friendship entirely ignore their existence when it comes to R18 content.Because I am being condsiderate of their feelings of jealousy and I think it's best no longer work together in that regard.

They have a very "Me me me." attitude, claiming I don't think about how they feel when I do things. So they will no longer be involved in any projects I do or future streams. Just that simple. I've considered their feelings and I find it best if we no longer work together on such things. Simple.

I hadn't streamed in awhile and I finally was in the mood to do it as of last night. My stream went well and I was happy with how it turned out. However a close friend was not happy about it due to how I had set up the stream, despite us agreeing to it.

So now I am the asshole.

I've locked both of my Twitter accounts, as that platform is also trash for creators. I don't want to be bothered about it either. I'm sick and tired of pretending to be happy when I'm not. I'm miserable. I was flourishing in the beginning and was fine by myself. I wish it had stayed that way.

It's always the shittiest people who become the most popular.
Maybe I should start saying slurs on the timeline, then go "I'm sorry, I'll change." and people will forgive me, make inflammatory takes and get people riled up so I can appear in a Youtube slop video about shitty V-Tubers. Idk man.

I also uninstalled VRChat entirely. I don't want to even bother any more with this god forsaken game. I might as well make a hit piece on it like everyone else, condemning it. 5 years of my life wasted on a platform that doesn't care. The only good thing? I learned Unity.

I don't care if you're reading this either. One day I'm just going to straight up vanish and just make a new name for myself. I'm sick and tired of feeling stressed out over dumb online shit. This was supposed to be me doing things for "myself" not taking care of other people 24/7.

I'm mentally worn out as a content creator too. Burned out on VR, despite getting new base stations. I can't have fun in VR any more like I used to despite spending well over $2k on a full VR set. It's always some fucking drama with people either close to me or in mutual friend circles.

I'm currently downloading FFXI again to play that and just relax. I like playing it and at this point I'm gonna play it just to play it.

Yeah I want to see how it goes. I added it to the Wishlist so I'm going in blind.