Ughhhh
minusuan.bsky.social
Ughhhh
@minusuan.bsky.social
Alt acc where i may talk about myself, maybe share my body, maybe vent or be self-destructive... Scary things i normally don't like to do.

If you know my main, please don't mention it.

19. Likely to interact with NSFW.
Been consistently sad today
February 1, 2026 at 2:14 AM
The line between "sex liberation" and "centralization of sex" is thin and lowkey annoying.

I don't blame people for finding some body features erotic: stretch marks, belly buttons, hair, etc, are cute; but treating them as if sex appeal was inherent to them is just lame oversexualization.
January 31, 2026 at 4:57 PM
Oh to cuddle and lay down with at least one person and sleep through the day together
In need of physical contact
January 30, 2026 at 2:01 PM
The memory of being compared to a goth girl and called "hot" afterwards still makes me smile a bit.
I think i was flirted with and i didn't dislike it. I don't make my boundaries clear anyway, but my default mindset is not to actively flirt with others because that could cross their (sometimes also unclear) boundaries.
January 30, 2026 at 12:34 PM
The masculine urge to neglect myself
January 30, 2026 at 12:30 PM
I hate elastics i hate orthodontics i hate braces i hate all this torture
January 30, 2026 at 4:42 AM
I got little to no praise vocabulary. I like to point out particular details i appreciate, usually comes out as very few words repeating or mentioning something, but i can't do that every time, i end up "cute"-ing it and i'm scared that might lose all meaning...
January 30, 2026 at 1:22 AM
That part of the month where human voices piss me off easily
January 29, 2026 at 4:44 PM
Feeling small and cold
January 29, 2026 at 4:32 AM
Nothing new, i'm the same coward
January 28, 2026 at 10:17 PM
Remembering someone's take on hypnosis. Going on an induced state of submission is crazy hot...
January 27, 2026 at 3:40 AM
A pleasing relationship where communication isn't key, constant, or at least explicit? Yeah that's fantasy...
January 26, 2026 at 8:45 PM
i'm feeling like no person, but i'd even fail below that
January 23, 2026 at 1:22 AM
The urge to make an impulsive purcharse is growing greater than the urge for the dopamine from my prostate
January 23, 2026 at 12:39 AM
Plus i suck at flirting, my vocabulary just has "cute" and *actually answering questions instead of going off-topic*
January 20, 2026 at 9:32 PM
I think i was flirted with and i didn't dislike it. I don't make my boundaries clear anyway, but my default mindset is not to actively flirt with others because that could cross their (sometimes also unclear) boundaries.
January 20, 2026 at 9:30 PM
Small and hairy butt
January 20, 2026 at 4:18 AM
In need of lady-fingers
January 20, 2026 at 4:08 AM
In need of physical contact
January 19, 2026 at 7:46 PM
... No i didn't. Thought i was finally starting my day, can't recall doing anything between getting up and getting dressed, so i went outside early, everything was dark, but the sky was slowly turning blue.
I suddenly felt more and more unsafe, because the streets aren't safe at 5am,
January 19, 2026 at 11:44 AM
Nightmare was that i was overhearing a fight, some girl claiming her freedom to dress as she wanted, then my phone rang, my first reaction is to use a volume key to mute my ringtone, but it didn't work, so it was a whatsapp call. Number was just a sequence from 1 to 9 and had a disney+ pfp.
January 19, 2026 at 11:36 AM
Dreamed i was laying in a bed in a room with a big guy in like his 30s, he jerked off and seemed like he was gonna faint, my only instinct was to show him my hand so that he would take it and sit on bed or anything for not falling and getting injuried. He did, and fell on me,
January 19, 2026 at 11:23 AM
that was a weird dream followed by two even weirder nightmares. Nothing to be really upset about so far tho...
January 19, 2026 at 11:15 AM
Not even rambling about something else is making the urge to blow my brains out go away...
January 18, 2026 at 1:38 AM
Can only see 4 out of 8 followers i have. What's so appealing around this account anyway? I figure i'm seen on other posts' replies, but regular posts are just negativity from someone unstable, i doubt that's comfortable to see...
January 18, 2026 at 1:30 AM