Memoir of the Shards ♡ Adult ♡ Minors DNI
165cm | LW: 95.4bs | CW: 101.2lbs | GW: 90lbs
♡ Not new, never have been
♡ Chronically Sick | Disabled
♡ Mentally Ill ⚠️ ED Warning
♡ Queer | She/They/He
♡ Born in the middle of the 90s
♡ Minors DNI 🔞 Adult
"Be careful what you wish for. You might get exactly what you want."
... not as bad as I expected tbh. I'm in the middle of shark week with a fresh whole calf tatt again so it may not even be *that* bad
... not as bad as I expected tbh. I'm in the middle of shark week with a fresh whole calf tatt again so it may not even be *that* bad
It's bleed week. I have a big fresh tattoo. I have eaten Well for three days prior. I have no stim medication on board.
I'm going insane
It's bleed week. I have a big fresh tattoo. I have eaten Well for three days prior. I have no stim medication on board.
I'm going insane
>week before my period.
>acupuncture tomorrow
>tattoo day after
Nobody let me weigh myself for a fucking month
>week before my period.
>acupuncture tomorrow
>tattoo day after
Nobody let me weigh myself for a fucking month
I can't eat a lot of food bc I have severe TMD and it hurts to all hell. Even wjat I'm craving desperately (meat and fat, so protein and b12) can be hard to chew. Combine with ARFID and my life is a joke with the punchline being the number on a scale
Also me: slurring and can't stand up for long head pounding sweat smells sweet hunger pain muscle cramp can't keep eyes open—
I can't eat a lot of food bc I have severe TMD and it hurts to all hell. Even wjat I'm craving desperately (meat and fat, so protein and b12) can be hard to chew. Combine with ARFID and my life is a joke with the punchline being the number on a scale
Also me: slurring and can't stand up for long head pounding sweat smells sweet hunger pain muscle cramp can't keep eyes open—
Also me: slurring and can't stand up for long head pounding sweat smells sweet hunger pain muscle cramp can't keep eyes open—
8th: 673kcal
9th: 899kcal
10th: 1,930kcal | 100.8lbs (Tattoo prep)
11th: 535kcal
12th: 1719kcal (Tattoo, full half calf)
13th: 715kcal
14th: 586kcal | 102.2kcal
15th: 1,257kcal | 102.8kcal
16th: 557kcal
17th: 681kcal
18th: 765kcal
Then today I'm 103.6lbs?! 😭
Somebody help me out here— my measurements haven't changed!!
Somebody help me out here— my measurements haven't changed!!
Soooo angels and freaks any low cal protein advice before I snuff it?
Soooo angels and freaks any low cal protein advice before I snuff it?
I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound