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Mira 🩷 . ִ ࣪ ⋆ ೀ
@mirafracta.bsky.social
⚠️ MH/ED Acc | Chronically Sick ⚠️

Memoir of the Shards ♡ Adult ♡ Minors DNI

165cm | LW: 95.4bs | CW: 101.2lbs | GW: 90lbs
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Mirafracta . ִ ࣪ ⋆ ೀ

♡ Not new, never have been
♡ Chronically Sick | Disabled
♡ Mentally Ill ⚠️ ED Warning
♡ Queer | She/They/He
♡ Born in the middle of the 90s
♡ Minors DNI 🔞 Adult

"Be careful what you wish for. You might get exactly what you want."
I am Gods strongest soldier (haven't weighed myself for days) (hungry at 9:35pm but 7 hours into a fast so I'm having bed time for dinner)
December 11, 2025 at 9:36 PM
My intake was under 500kcal total yesterday so if I have gained when I weigh in today, I'll rip something off my body no joke
December 4, 2025 at 8:14 AM
102.4lbs
... not as bad as I expected tbh. I'm in the middle of shark week with a fresh whole calf tatt again so it may not even be *that* bad
I'm going to be an idiot and weigh myself tomorrow 😊 I know full well it's going to upset me 😊 I know I have insane water retention and also have eaten more in a short space of time than I have in weeks 😊😊😊
December 2, 2025 at 11:39 AM
I'm going to be an idiot and weigh myself tomorrow 😊 I know full well it's going to upset me 😊 I know I have insane water retention and also have eaten more in a short space of time than I have in weeks 😊😊😊
December 1, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Do you know how hungry I am

It's bleed week. I have a big fresh tattoo. I have eaten Well for three days prior. I have no stim medication on board.

I'm going insane
November 29, 2025 at 4:07 PM
Truly something evil in the air. Weight finally goes down, I get the extreme hunger. Eat normally all day despite this, then I cave in to my other half offering More Food

>week before my period.
>acupuncture tomorrow
>tattoo day after

Nobody let me weigh myself for a fucking month
November 26, 2025 at 10:14 PM
101.2lbs!!! Weight is going DOWN after a MONTH 💀
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November 26, 2025 at 9:10 AM
For context I'm not being a complete idiot

I can't eat a lot of food bc I have severe TMD and it hurts to all hell. Even wjat I'm craving desperately (meat and fat, so protein and b12) can be hard to chew. Combine with ARFID and my life is a joke with the punchline being the number on a scale
Me: I'm fine why do you keep trying to feed me
Also me: slurring and can't stand up for long head pounding sweat smells sweet hunger pain muscle cramp can't keep eyes open—
November 25, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Me: I'm fine why do you keep trying to feed me
Also me: slurring and can't stand up for long head pounding sweat smells sweet hunger pain muscle cramp can't keep eyes open—
November 25, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Curled up as hard as I can be without being suspicious because the hunger pains are actually getting crippling 💀 I have a tattoo on Friday I might die
November 25, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Extreme hunger vs not having The Thing I want to eat— FIGHT
November 25, 2025 at 6:54 PM
Staring into the distance actually wanting to eat but only being willing to eat what you want and absolutely nothing else
November 25, 2025 at 5:46 PM
There are, in fact, dire consequences to eating an entire bag of dehydrated apricots. The pro is I probably won't have to touch lax for the next week
November 23, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Genuinely terrified to step on the scale even after 24 hour fasts, taking rit, and having a day where I walked around for 4+ hours. All but one day have been under 700kcal. If my weight goes up again I'll start weekly fasts
November 23, 2025 at 1:50 PM
I don't know what the fuck mh body is doing ??? 102.8lbs to 103.6lbs again ... and I had 505kcal yesterday. Make it make sense
November 21, 2025 at 8:47 AM
If I gain again tomorrow I may have to be insane
November 19, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Fr if anybody can give me an answer why I bounced up 3lbs in deficit in around two weeks 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ I always retain fluid post big tattoos but NOT like that
7th: 743kcal | 100.6lbs
8th: 673kcal
9th: 899kcal
10th: 1,930kcal | 100.8lbs (Tattoo prep)
11th: 535kcal
12th: 1719kcal (Tattoo, full half calf)
13th: 715kcal
14th: 586kcal | 102.2kcal
15th: 1,257kcal | 102.8kcal
16th: 557kcal
17th: 681kcal
18th: 765kcal

Then today I'm 103.6lbs?! 😭
November 19, 2025 at 11:20 AM
This is from the 7th to today— I've eaten in a deficit every day ??? I've been doing OMAD for two weeks too ??? I had a tattoo a week ago but *surely* the water retention can't be that bad 😭

Somebody help me out here— my measurements haven't changed!!
November 19, 2025 at 9:55 AM
So my dietician finally got referred back to mr and oh boy. She was like "you get zero protein please God eat an egg. Soya milk. Anything"

Soooo angels and freaks any low cal protein advice before I snuff it?
November 18, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Insta's started showing me weight loss ads 💀💀 losing my mind
November 17, 2025 at 5:26 PM
If I had my way I'd fast until Friday but I think my other half may suspect me of being deliberately insane if I do. I may simply start telling lies 😶
November 16, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Can somebody tell me why I was 102.8lbs today. My total was *586kcal* after a 24 hour fast 😭😭
I'M HAVING A MENTY B. 102.2lbs?! I had 715kcal yesterday and fasted for 19 hours. Albeit I do have a fresh tattoo the length of my shin and the swelling is tangiable 🥺

I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 15, 2025 at 9:09 AM
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November 14, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I'M HAVING A MENTY B. 102.2lbs?! I had 715kcal yesterday and fasted for 19 hours. Albeit I do have a fresh tattoo the length of my shin and the swelling is tangiable 🥺

I always do this after big tattoos. "Waugh why has my weight jumped and won't go down!!" You have a giant, swelling *open* wound
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 14, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I want you all to know that if the scale isn't behaving itself tomorrow I'm going to have a menty b. As a treat
November 13, 2025 at 8:22 PM