MJ
@mj-inselkind.bsky.social
They/Them
Traumatised deep dark mind
Go away as long as you can
Unfiltered thoughts
Traumatised deep dark mind
Go away as long as you can
Unfiltered thoughts
In strangers' faces, I search for me,
But only fleeting glimpses I see.
For home, it seems, is not a place,
But a feeling, a warmth, a saving grace.
But where.
I no longer have the energy to look for it.
4/4
But only fleeting glimpses I see.
For home, it seems, is not a place,
But a feeling, a warmth, a saving grace.
But where.
I no longer have the energy to look for it.
4/4
May 6, 2024 at 10:31 PM
In strangers' faces, I search for me,
But only fleeting glimpses I see.
For home, it seems, is not a place,
But a feeling, a warmth, a saving grace.
But where.
I no longer have the energy to look for it.
4/4
But only fleeting glimpses I see.
For home, it seems, is not a place,
But a feeling, a warmth, a saving grace.
But where.
I no longer have the energy to look for it.
4/4
Do I belong to earth or sky,
Or to the sea where seagulls cry?
Each horizon whispers a tale,
Yet none can anchor this wandering sail.
3/4
Or to the sea where seagulls cry?
Each horizon whispers a tale,
Yet none can anchor this wandering sail.
3/4
May 6, 2024 at 10:30 PM
Do I belong to earth or sky,
Or to the sea where seagulls cry?
Each horizon whispers a tale,
Yet none can anchor this wandering sail.
3/4
Or to the sea where seagulls cry?
Each horizon whispers a tale,
Yet none can anchor this wandering sail.
3/4
Stars above, a guiding light,
Yet still, I'm lost in endless night.
No familiar hearth to call my own,
Just echoes in the dark, alone.
2/4
Yet still, I'm lost in endless night.
No familiar hearth to call my own,
Just echoes in the dark, alone.
2/4
May 6, 2024 at 10:30 PM
Stars above, a guiding light,
Yet still, I'm lost in endless night.
No familiar hearth to call my own,
Just echoes in the dark, alone.
2/4
Yet still, I'm lost in endless night.
No familiar hearth to call my own,
Just echoes in the dark, alone.
2/4
In the vast expanse, I roam,
A nomad lost, without a home.
Through winding paths, I aimlessly tread,
Seeking solace, yet feeling misled.
1/4
A nomad lost, without a home.
Through winding paths, I aimlessly tread,
Seeking solace, yet feeling misled.
1/4
May 6, 2024 at 10:29 PM
In the vast expanse, I roam,
A nomad lost, without a home.
Through winding paths, I aimlessly tread,
Seeking solace, yet feeling misled.
1/4
A nomad lost, without a home.
Through winding paths, I aimlessly tread,
Seeking solace, yet feeling misled.
1/4
In the symphony of existence, the most profound riddle remains: what did I do to earn the presence of Mrs. Z aka WBÄ in my life?
April 18, 2024 at 1:46 PM
In the symphony of existence, the most profound riddle remains: what did I do to earn the presence of Mrs. Z aka WBÄ in my life?
In the whirlwind of thoughts, I find myself lost,
Caught in a tempest of memories, emotions tossed.
Dizziness grips me, a relentless embrace, As I wander through the labyrinth of my mind's grace.
Caught in a tempest of memories, emotions tossed.
Dizziness grips me, a relentless embrace, As I wander through the labyrinth of my mind's grace.
March 27, 2024 at 9:37 PM
In the whirlwind of thoughts, I find myself lost,
Caught in a tempest of memories, emotions tossed.
Dizziness grips me, a relentless embrace, As I wander through the labyrinth of my mind's grace.
Caught in a tempest of memories, emotions tossed.
Dizziness grips me, a relentless embrace, As I wander through the labyrinth of my mind's grace.
If I am careless, it is my fault.
What do you say?
What do you say?
March 27, 2024 at 9:33 PM
If I am careless, it is my fault.
What do you say?
What do you say?
When I close my eyes, my mind tends to wander, making it difficult for me to fall asleep. Would you kindly offer me a beacon to guide my way to the shores of slumber? #sendhelp #trauma #mentalhealth
March 21, 2024 at 12:07 AM
When I close my eyes, my mind tends to wander, making it difficult for me to fall asleep. Would you kindly offer me a beacon to guide my way to the shores of slumber? #sendhelp #trauma #mentalhealth
I am jealous of you and punish me for feeling so
March 19, 2024 at 4:28 AM
I am jealous of you and punish me for feeling so
We'll stay in touch, they proclaim loud
But silence echoes no connection found
No effort made no words to soothe
Empty echoes no love to prove
So here we stand wounded and torn
By the absence of touch left forlorn
No blame to cast yet the sting remains
In the void of contact where heartache reigns
But silence echoes no connection found
No effort made no words to soothe
Empty echoes no love to prove
So here we stand wounded and torn
By the absence of touch left forlorn
No blame to cast yet the sting remains
In the void of contact where heartache reigns
March 4, 2024 at 8:00 PM
We'll stay in touch, they proclaim loud
But silence echoes no connection found
No effort made no words to soothe
Empty echoes no love to prove
So here we stand wounded and torn
By the absence of touch left forlorn
No blame to cast yet the sting remains
In the void of contact where heartache reigns
But silence echoes no connection found
No effort made no words to soothe
Empty echoes no love to prove
So here we stand wounded and torn
By the absence of touch left forlorn
No blame to cast yet the sting remains
In the void of contact where heartache reigns
Blood spills forth, a crimson tide,
From wounds too deep, where demons hide.
Each drop a tear, each cut a cry,
In the abyss, where angels die.
Echoes linger, haunting the night,
As scars and blood intertwine, a fright.
A symphony of pain, a tragic song,
In the depths of darkness, where we belong.
From wounds too deep, where demons hide.
Each drop a tear, each cut a cry,
In the abyss, where angels die.
Echoes linger, haunting the night,
As scars and blood intertwine, a fright.
A symphony of pain, a tragic song,
In the depths of darkness, where we belong.
March 4, 2024 at 7:41 PM
Blood spills forth, a crimson tide,
From wounds too deep, where demons hide.
Each drop a tear, each cut a cry,
In the abyss, where angels die.
Echoes linger, haunting the night,
As scars and blood intertwine, a fright.
A symphony of pain, a tragic song,
In the depths of darkness, where we belong.
From wounds too deep, where demons hide.
Each drop a tear, each cut a cry,
In the abyss, where angels die.
Echoes linger, haunting the night,
As scars and blood intertwine, a fright.
A symphony of pain, a tragic song,
In the depths of darkness, where we belong.
I hate #dissociating. There's nothing else to say.
February 27, 2024 at 3:41 PM
I hate #dissociating. There's nothing else to say.
So here I stand, weary and worn, reaching out with trembling hands, seeking shelter from the storm. Can I find that elusive sense of belonging here with you, where the scars of the past can finally find #healing, and the promise of acceptance is not just a fleeting illusion? 4/4 #mentalhealth #abuse
February 21, 2024 at 9:15 PM
So here I stand, weary and worn, reaching out with trembling hands, seeking shelter from the storm. Can I find that elusive sense of belonging here with you, where the scars of the past can finally find #healing, and the promise of acceptance is not just a fleeting illusion? 4/4 #mentalhealth #abuse
I yearn for a #sanctuary where I seamlessly belong, place where authenticity reigns supreme, I can shed the layers of pretense and exist as myself. How many times I've thought I found such solace, felt the warmth of #acceptance embracing me, only to have it shattered by the harshness of reality. 1/4
February 21, 2024 at 9:13 PM
I yearn for a #sanctuary where I seamlessly belong, place where authenticity reigns supreme, I can shed the layers of pretense and exist as myself. How many times I've thought I found such solace, felt the warmth of #acceptance embracing me, only to have it shattered by the harshness of reality. 1/4
In the shadows, I remain apart,
Struggling to find a place to start.
Though I long for connection's blend,
Alas, I fear I can't be a friend.
Pls share your tips below... I'm at the end
#friendship #lonely #mentalhealth
Struggling to find a place to start.
Though I long for connection's blend,
Alas, I fear I can't be a friend.
Pls share your tips below... I'm at the end
#friendship #lonely #mentalhealth
February 21, 2024 at 8:58 PM
In the shadows, I remain apart,
Struggling to find a place to start.
Though I long for connection's blend,
Alas, I fear I can't be a friend.
Pls share your tips below... I'm at the end
#friendship #lonely #mentalhealth
Struggling to find a place to start.
Though I long for connection's blend,
Alas, I fear I can't be a friend.
Pls share your tips below... I'm at the end
#friendship #lonely #mentalhealth
In the vast expanse, I am but a sigh,
A lonely echo beneath the sky.
No hand to hold, no warmth in sight,
Just solitude enveloping the night.
A lonely echo beneath the sky.
No hand to hold, no warmth in sight,
Just solitude enveloping the night.
February 21, 2024 at 8:55 PM
In the vast expanse, I am but a sigh,
A lonely echo beneath the sky.
No hand to hold, no warmth in sight,
Just solitude enveloping the night.
A lonely echo beneath the sky.
No hand to hold, no warmth in sight,
Just solitude enveloping the night.
In the absence of the healing hand,
I drown in darkness, in sinking sand.
No solace found, no light to see,
Just endless echoes of agony.
3/3
I drown in darkness, in sinking sand.
No solace found, no light to see,
Just endless echoes of agony.
3/3
February 13, 2024 at 5:55 PM
In the absence of the healing hand,
I drown in darkness, in sinking sand.
No solace found, no light to see,
Just endless echoes of agony.
3/3
I drown in darkness, in sinking sand.
No solace found, no light to see,
Just endless echoes of agony.
3/3
Each cancelled session, a dagger's thrust,
In the depths of despair, I'm lost, I'm crushed.
The world around me turns to ash,
As shadows coil and hopes they smash.
2/3
In the depths of despair, I'm lost, I'm crushed.
The world around me turns to ash,
As shadows coil and hopes they smash.
2/3
February 13, 2024 at 5:54 PM
Each cancelled session, a dagger's thrust,
In the depths of despair, I'm lost, I'm crushed.
The world around me turns to ash,
As shadows coil and hopes they smash.
2/3
In the depths of despair, I'm lost, I'm crushed.
The world around me turns to ash,
As shadows coil and hopes they smash.
2/3
In the silence of the void, a scream,
Echoes through my shattered dream.
Tomorrow's promise, now a lie,
Leaves me to wither, left to die.
1/3
Echoes through my shattered dream.
Tomorrow's promise, now a lie,
Leaves me to wither, left to die.
1/3
February 13, 2024 at 5:54 PM
In the silence of the void, a scream,
Echoes through my shattered dream.
Tomorrow's promise, now a lie,
Leaves me to wither, left to die.
1/3
Echoes through my shattered dream.
Tomorrow's promise, now a lie,
Leaves me to wither, left to die.
1/3
In solitude's embrace, I quietly stand,
Averse to placing burdens in another's hand.
But within the silence, a longing burns bright,
For connection's warmth, to share the night.
3/3
Averse to placing burdens in another's hand.
But within the silence, a longing burns bright,
For connection's warmth, to share the night.
3/3
February 11, 2024 at 11:34 PM
In solitude's embrace, I quietly stand,
Averse to placing burdens in another's hand.
But within the silence, a longing burns bright,
For connection's warmth, to share the night.
3/3
Averse to placing burdens in another's hand.
But within the silence, a longing burns bright,
For connection's warmth, to share the night.
3/3
Symptoms gnawed, a relentless tide,
Within my being, they did reside.
A heavy burden, hard to bear,
In solitude, I fought despair.
2/3
Within my being, they did reside.
A heavy burden, hard to bear,
In solitude, I fought despair.
2/3
February 11, 2024 at 11:33 PM
Symptoms gnawed, a relentless tide,
Within my being, they did reside.
A heavy burden, hard to bear,
In solitude, I fought despair.
2/3
Within my being, they did reside.
A heavy burden, hard to bear,
In solitude, I fought despair.
2/3
In shadows deep, I walked alone,
Where pain and sorrow freely roam.
Today was not a friend to me,
Invisible chains, I couldn't flee.
1/3
Where pain and sorrow freely roam.
Today was not a friend to me,
Invisible chains, I couldn't flee.
1/3
February 11, 2024 at 11:33 PM
In shadows deep, I walked alone,
Where pain and sorrow freely roam.
Today was not a friend to me,
Invisible chains, I couldn't flee.
1/3
Where pain and sorrow freely roam.
Today was not a friend to me,
Invisible chains, I couldn't flee.
1/3