REAL

The temptation to quit my job to go to Brazil next month gets more real every day 😂 I need a 20th anniversary tour more than anything

Thank you 🥹 I love them so much they are THE BEST 💕

🤍 it’s the hardest grief I’ve ever had to process. Somehow she keeps showing up in weird little ways and I feel like Taylor playing daylight was absolutely one of them. I sobbbbbbed but it also felt so healing

And I will literally never know if she stalked my twitter or just knew that those were really the top two most important ones that mattered and that I actually needed 😭

But I tweeted that I WOULD press the emergency bell bc Taylor playing CBBH without me in the stadium was absolutely an emergency and I needed something to stop THAT pain too.

So when she started playing CBBH I was already absolutely elated and emotional, and then mid song she went into Daylight 😭

myself that I truly didn’t know if I’d get to any of my shows, much less one. I was in hospital the first time Taylor played CBBH in 2023. I hadn’t really posted about wanting any other song except Daylight at that point…

EVER gave me was custom commissioned daylight art that you can scan and it loads the song on Spotify. So I wanted it for her (I’ll never know if Taylor saw that or if it was Tayvoodoo but it was so special)!! BUT… when she passed my chronic illness flared and I became so physically violently ill

Honestly that’s how I feel about Daylight & CBBH. She played them as a mashup at my show. My best friend passed away in 2023 (fuck cancer) and I’d kind of been on Twitter campaigning for Daylight at one of my shows (… the one Taylor played it at mind you) bc we both loved it. And the last gift she

So out of 30 songs I wanted she played 17 of them (in part or full) across my 7 shows 😭🥲

Evermore: Ivy (GOT!!), Long Story Short, Coney Island (got!!)
Midnights: WCS (got!!), You’re Losing Me (GOT!!!!), and Hits Different

1989: IWYW (got), I Know Places, HYGTG (got)
Rep: IDSB, NYD (got), DWOHT
Lover: Daylight (this was my number one top dream and I got it!!!!), INTHAF, Paper Rings
Folklore: This Is Me Trying (got), Exile (got), Peace (GOT AND SHE ONLY PLAYED IT ONCE ALL TOUR!!!!)

So I picked a list of 3I wanted from each album and I got at least one from each.
TS: TTWAS, Cold As You, Should’ve Said No (got)
Fearless: White Horse (got), You’re Not Sorry (got), TOSOTD (got)
SN: Haunted (got), Mine, Innocent
Red: CBBH (got), Treacherous, Holy Ground

I went to seven shows and got almost my whole dream surprise song list 😭 but Haunted might have been top 3 for me!!

I hit send tweet like I’m so calm and cool and edgy but please know the second she passed this back to me I literally stomped my feet and giggled like a 13 year old in the year 2006 after her crush just texted her “hru?”

Also I got Haunted as a surprise song at one of my eras tour shows, Taylor Swift truly does love me 🥰

would you guys like to hear a very condensed version of the mjxveronicas lore? like, why they became the most important people in my life? or does nobody care