Mondvater
@mondvater.bsky.social
Day 308
Let's hope I can end the month without feeling like garbage again. I will feel like that shortly after and I want a break.
Let's hope I can end the month without feeling like garbage again. I will feel like that shortly after and I want a break.
January 19, 2026 at 10:25 PM
Day 308
Let's hope I can end the month without feeling like garbage again. I will feel like that shortly after and I want a break.
Let's hope I can end the month without feeling like garbage again. I will feel like that shortly after and I want a break.
Day 307
I need to fix my sleep schedule, I've recently ruined it too much...
I need to fix my sleep schedule, I've recently ruined it too much...
January 19, 2026 at 7:51 AM
Day 307
I need to fix my sleep schedule, I've recently ruined it too much...
I need to fix my sleep schedule, I've recently ruined it too much...
Day 306
Guess I feel better. Still ugly tho, but I know that's the least of my problems.
Guess I feel better. Still ugly tho, but I know that's the least of my problems.
January 18, 2026 at 1:20 AM
Day 306
Guess I feel better. Still ugly tho, but I know that's the least of my problems.
Guess I feel better. Still ugly tho, but I know that's the least of my problems.
Day 305
Sigh, why am I such a piece of shit. I'm so used to being disgusted by my reflection I no longer react despite how repulsed I make myself. It's like puking with a straight face.
Sigh, why am I such a piece of shit. I'm so used to being disgusted by my reflection I no longer react despite how repulsed I make myself. It's like puking with a straight face.
January 16, 2026 at 10:06 PM
Day 305
Sigh, why am I such a piece of shit. I'm so used to being disgusted by my reflection I no longer react despite how repulsed I make myself. It's like puking with a straight face.
Sigh, why am I such a piece of shit. I'm so used to being disgusted by my reflection I no longer react despite how repulsed I make myself. It's like puking with a straight face.
Day 304
Yeah I'm feeling more alone and abandoned. This time for something else and is pretty dumb, but what can I say, I am dumb.
Yeah I'm feeling more alone and abandoned. This time for something else and is pretty dumb, but what can I say, I am dumb.
January 16, 2026 at 3:40 AM
Day 304
Yeah I'm feeling more alone and abandoned. This time for something else and is pretty dumb, but what can I say, I am dumb.
Yeah I'm feeling more alone and abandoned. This time for something else and is pretty dumb, but what can I say, I am dumb.
Day 303
It feels like a year, and at the same time it feels like if was just a few months ago. And somehow, it feels like a whole life, too.
It feels like a year, and at the same time it feels like if was just a few months ago. And somehow, it feels like a whole life, too.
January 15, 2026 at 3:19 AM
Day 303
It feels like a year, and at the same time it feels like if was just a few months ago. And somehow, it feels like a whole life, too.
It feels like a year, and at the same time it feels like if was just a few months ago. And somehow, it feels like a whole life, too.
Day 302
Thinking about it, it's funny how all this was... a more extreme version of what happens to lots of people. I never imagined it could apply to me, because you know how I am... But I guess that's why it had to be this strong to be something that would affect me.
Thinking about it, it's funny how all this was... a more extreme version of what happens to lots of people. I never imagined it could apply to me, because you know how I am... But I guess that's why it had to be this strong to be something that would affect me.
January 13, 2026 at 11:32 PM
Day 302
Thinking about it, it's funny how all this was... a more extreme version of what happens to lots of people. I never imagined it could apply to me, because you know how I am... But I guess that's why it had to be this strong to be something that would affect me.
Thinking about it, it's funny how all this was... a more extreme version of what happens to lots of people. I never imagined it could apply to me, because you know how I am... But I guess that's why it had to be this strong to be something that would affect me.
Day 301
I should be proud of the 300 days trying this other thing, I guess...
I should be proud of the 300 days trying this other thing, I guess...
January 13, 2026 at 2:07 AM
Day 301
I should be proud of the 300 days trying this other thing, I guess...
I should be proud of the 300 days trying this other thing, I guess...
Day 300
I no longer doubt.
I no longer doubt.
January 12, 2026 at 12:33 AM
Day 300
I no longer doubt.
I no longer doubt.
Day 299
Jesus, time flies... And yet, it doesn't fly fast enough for me.
Jesus, time flies... And yet, it doesn't fly fast enough for me.
January 11, 2026 at 2:03 AM
Day 299
Jesus, time flies... And yet, it doesn't fly fast enough for me.
Jesus, time flies... And yet, it doesn't fly fast enough for me.
Day 298
Sigh, I'm tired.
Sigh, I'm tired.
January 10, 2026 at 5:27 AM
Day 298
Sigh, I'm tired.
Sigh, I'm tired.
Day 297
I feel like playing something new. Something that makes me think of you. Something that makes me wish we were playing together, even if it hurts.
I feel like playing something new. Something that makes me think of you. Something that makes me wish we were playing together, even if it hurts.
January 8, 2026 at 10:39 PM
Day 297
I feel like playing something new. Something that makes me think of you. Something that makes me wish we were playing together, even if it hurts.
I feel like playing something new. Something that makes me think of you. Something that makes me wish we were playing together, even if it hurts.
Day 296
This is why I wonder if I should just program the entries every day... But what if I have something else to say later? If a good day becomes a bad one? Or the other way around? And I like the act of "sending" this "to you" every time I click to post, too...
This is why I wonder if I should just program the entries every day... But what if I have something else to say later? If a good day becomes a bad one? Or the other way around? And I like the act of "sending" this "to you" every time I click to post, too...
January 7, 2026 at 2:35 PM
Day 296
This is why I wonder if I should just program the entries every day... But what if I have something else to say later? If a good day becomes a bad one? Or the other way around? And I like the act of "sending" this "to you" every time I click to post, too...
This is why I wonder if I should just program the entries every day... But what if I have something else to say later? If a good day becomes a bad one? Or the other way around? And I like the act of "sending" this "to you" every time I click to post, too...
Day 295
Welp, today it is. And last day of Christmas, too. I hope you had happy holidays.
WHAT THE FUCK this didn't send jesus christ it's me I fell asleep writing this shit? God I'm so fucking useless I didn't even write the other entry
Welp, today it is. And last day of Christmas, too. I hope you had happy holidays.
WHAT THE FUCK this didn't send jesus christ it's me I fell asleep writing this shit? God I'm so fucking useless I didn't even write the other entry
January 7, 2026 at 2:33 PM
Day 295
Welp, today it is. And last day of Christmas, too. I hope you had happy holidays.
WHAT THE FUCK this didn't send jesus christ it's me I fell asleep writing this shit? God I'm so fucking useless I didn't even write the other entry
Welp, today it is. And last day of Christmas, too. I hope you had happy holidays.
WHAT THE FUCK this didn't send jesus christ it's me I fell asleep writing this shit? God I'm so fucking useless I didn't even write the other entry
Day 294
Tomorrow (technically today) is still a big day here, bigger than the first day of Christmas in a way. I bet the feeling is quite different there... I would love to experience it. And for you to experience this one.
Tomorrow (technically today) is still a big day here, bigger than the first day of Christmas in a way. I bet the feeling is quite different there... I would love to experience it. And for you to experience this one.
January 6, 2026 at 2:47 AM
Day 294
Tomorrow (technically today) is still a big day here, bigger than the first day of Christmas in a way. I bet the feeling is quite different there... I would love to experience it. And for you to experience this one.
Tomorrow (technically today) is still a big day here, bigger than the first day of Christmas in a way. I bet the feeling is quite different there... I would love to experience it. And for you to experience this one.
Day 293
I've been getting a little more used to randomly seeing you as active on Discord. I guess it's... something. It's sad something this small qualifies as progress, I guess, but progress is progress.
I've been getting a little more used to randomly seeing you as active on Discord. I guess it's... something. It's sad something this small qualifies as progress, I guess, but progress is progress.
January 4, 2026 at 10:50 PM
Day 293
I've been getting a little more used to randomly seeing you as active on Discord. I guess it's... something. It's sad something this small qualifies as progress, I guess, but progress is progress.
I've been getting a little more used to randomly seeing you as active on Discord. I guess it's... something. It's sad something this small qualifies as progress, I guess, but progress is progress.
Day 292
Jesus, the world just won't stop getting crazier and crazier. Today events shouldn't even affect us, but damn... It's so tiring. What a world. What a present.
Jesus, the world just won't stop getting crazier and crazier. Today events shouldn't even affect us, but damn... It's so tiring. What a world. What a present.
January 3, 2026 at 11:20 PM
Day 292
Jesus, the world just won't stop getting crazier and crazier. Today events shouldn't even affect us, but damn... It's so tiring. What a world. What a present.
Jesus, the world just won't stop getting crazier and crazier. Today events shouldn't even affect us, but damn... It's so tiring. What a world. What a present.
Day 291
I may have a little more to do this January than I originally expected, but that's nice, I guess.
I may have a little more to do this January than I originally expected, but that's nice, I guess.
January 2, 2026 at 11:08 PM
Day 291
I may have a little more to do this January than I originally expected, but that's nice, I guess.
I may have a little more to do this January than I originally expected, but that's nice, I guess.
Day 290
How was the first day of the year? Pretty chill here, did absolutely nothing, just rested. I hope you were able to rest, too.
How was the first day of the year? Pretty chill here, did absolutely nothing, just rested. I hope you were able to rest, too.
January 2, 2026 at 12:09 AM
Day 290
How was the first day of the year? Pretty chill here, did absolutely nothing, just rested. I hope you were able to rest, too.
How was the first day of the year? Pretty chill here, did absolutely nothing, just rested. I hope you were able to rest, too.
Day 289
Happy new year.
Happy new year.
January 1, 2026 at 12:00 AM
Day 289
Happy new year.
Happy new year.
Day 288
I don't know why, but today I feel like I have way too much to say and I can't decide what do write or how. Nothing happened, but it's just... I don't know, I wish I could have enjoyed the holidays with you.
I don't know why, but today I feel like I have way too much to say and I can't decide what do write or how. Nothing happened, but it's just... I don't know, I wish I could have enjoyed the holidays with you.
December 31, 2025 at 1:24 AM
Day 288
I don't know why, but today I feel like I have way too much to say and I can't decide what do write or how. Nothing happened, but it's just... I don't know, I wish I could have enjoyed the holidays with you.
I don't know why, but today I feel like I have way too much to say and I can't decide what do write or how. Nothing happened, but it's just... I don't know, I wish I could have enjoyed the holidays with you.
Day 287
The year is almost over! Time really flies, even in my circumstances... I wonder how would the you from one year ago feel about your current self. Are you brighter? Happier? Healthier? Safer? I hope whatever improvement you experienced is only the beginning.
The year is almost over! Time really flies, even in my circumstances... I wonder how would the you from one year ago feel about your current self. Are you brighter? Happier? Healthier? Safer? I hope whatever improvement you experienced is only the beginning.
December 30, 2025 at 1:31 AM
Day 287
The year is almost over! Time really flies, even in my circumstances... I wonder how would the you from one year ago feel about your current self. Are you brighter? Happier? Healthier? Safer? I hope whatever improvement you experienced is only the beginning.
The year is almost over! Time really flies, even in my circumstances... I wonder how would the you from one year ago feel about your current self. Are you brighter? Happier? Healthier? Safer? I hope whatever improvement you experienced is only the beginning.
Day 286
Turns out I needed way more sleep than I thought, huh, and I'm starting to feeling bad. I hope your holidays are still jolly.
Turns out I needed way more sleep than I thought, huh, and I'm starting to feeling bad. I hope your holidays are still jolly.
December 29, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Day 286
Turns out I needed way more sleep than I thought, huh, and I'm starting to feeling bad. I hope your holidays are still jolly.
Turns out I needed way more sleep than I thought, huh, and I'm starting to feeling bad. I hope your holidays are still jolly.
Day 285
Huh guess who fell asleep before writing yesterday's entry about his last culinary experiment... Couldn't be me huh? Well, at least I rested, I guess. Slept surprisingly well, so I guess I needed It.
Huh guess who fell asleep before writing yesterday's entry about his last culinary experiment... Couldn't be me huh? Well, at least I rested, I guess. Slept surprisingly well, so I guess I needed It.
December 28, 2025 at 8:19 AM
Day 285
Huh guess who fell asleep before writing yesterday's entry about his last culinary experiment... Couldn't be me huh? Well, at least I rested, I guess. Slept surprisingly well, so I guess I needed It.
Huh guess who fell asleep before writing yesterday's entry about his last culinary experiment... Couldn't be me huh? Well, at least I rested, I guess. Slept surprisingly well, so I guess I needed It.
Day 284
I assume it must be pretty cold there, are you keeping yourself warm? I hope you don't catch a cold at this time of the year, please, take care of yourself.
Well, now and always, you know.
I assume it must be pretty cold there, are you keeping yourself warm? I hope you don't catch a cold at this time of the year, please, take care of yourself.
Well, now and always, you know.
December 27, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Day 284
I assume it must be pretty cold there, are you keeping yourself warm? I hope you don't catch a cold at this time of the year, please, take care of yourself.
Well, now and always, you know.
I assume it must be pretty cold there, are you keeping yourself warm? I hope you don't catch a cold at this time of the year, please, take care of yourself.
Well, now and always, you know.