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31, she/they
ger(wo)man
I have no idea what what I'm doing.
Currently trying to find out more about myself, and to understand my emotions.
peak...
January 29, 2026 at 7:32 PM
I think there goes rule 2... I'm speedrunning this
January 29, 2026 at 7:29 PM
I think I just broke rule 1... again
January 27, 2026 at 6:05 PM
but what if it's for comedic reasons like
"look, I'm so white, it's because I only stay indoors all day". or in other words, white because you have almost no suntan

in German we even have a slang word for it, "Kellerbräune". it's "basement" + "tan", so it's a joke and similar to "basement dweller"
January 20, 2026 at 7:21 PM
I really wish I learned this sooner. I KNEW I was trans 16 years ago.

I was worried, I looked at myself and I couldn't accept it. So I suppressed it all via negativity.

Now I'm in my 30s, I came out 10 months ago and I finally started HRT. But there's so much regret, because... well, it's late af.
January 20, 2026 at 7:08 PM
even if it feels weird to hear, you DO deserve better!!
January 19, 2026 at 11:38 AM
unfortunately it's so hard to do
January 16, 2026 at 3:46 PM
I need this so much
December 30, 2025 at 2:51 PM
it's always hard to stay away
cutting off some social media platforms is fine, buuuuut it feels almost impossible to do so with every platform
September 28, 2025 at 3:02 PM
trasgernder

I love that word so much
September 26, 2025 at 9:29 PM