today i made the 25% rye again and bagels with zaatar

of course i suspect a bit that this is not rly unrelated. the symptom is part of it all

what fucking pisses me off man is i find it so hard to read substantially n focus and then the fuckers whose Job is reading will just publish nonsense

i played cello a bit once and sometimes i read

the earliest mark is non-signifying, but it is still symbolic. im not that sure of the implications yet but i feel this repulsion when ppl write abt a Pre Symbolic. handwaving shit

hello boyf !

hello mr seal ! hello rabbit