the lyrics also continue like this...

there's a feature in blue prince where if you pull three doors in the first 30 seconds, you will get enhanced luck for the day because it assumes you're an experienced player going for a speed run. that might counteract your natural state of luck at least. also try keys in any locked door

sorry you're experiencing very similar pain, you are valid and I'm sorry it's so painful

thank you ❤️

i literally feel like my brain is filled with poison that they put there. they never had a nice word to say about anyone and that judgement now lives in my head and i have to fight it constantly and remind myself that it's not true and life doesn't have to be that way. im glad you found that key

sorry you're dealing with it too, it's such a deep wound to live with that so many people just don't understand or sympathise with

every time i try to get to the bottom of why i struggle with something it always comes back how they treated me then having lasting damage now. it doesn't help that every conversation i ever have with my mum is just her bitching about other bad parents she knows like she's mother of the year

but then also the people that taught me it was shameful to expect things of my parents because they were so gracious and selfless for feeding me and clothing me just so happens to be my parents. so many layers of "who taught me this? oh it was them, I should assume it's not true then"

it's a good gig if you can get it

best day: getting high off their face and napping for 22 hours