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24. she/her. lesbian. i love mizuki akiyama, the cutest girl in the world. i mainly talk about nightcord at 25:00, but you might see some other things occasionally.
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monstrousflower.bsky.social
aaaaaaaaa you're too sweet 😭😭😭😭
monstrousflower.bsky.social
not even midterms can stop me from tiering mizu5 next week
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cigardoesart.bsky.social
there's so many of them oh my god

#pjsk #prsk #prsk_FA #cigart
Cute/chibi like fanart of the cast of Project Sekai, each character unit in a row.
from top to bottom: VBS, WxS, N25, MMJ and L/N
monstrousflower.bsky.social
also never apologize for yapping... i love talking about mizuki (and niigo in general) with others 🥹
monstrousflower.bsky.social
also it's funny that i've never seen anyone complain about the opposite! why does mizuki's life have to center around rui when his life never centers around her. that's the ultimate question and the one fandom doesn't like to confront.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
all of her card events frequently have her lingering on niigo, wishing she was with them instead of her high school friends, wishing she be with them forever, etc. so overstating rui's importance feels like it's missing the point to me ...
monstrousflower.bsky.social
and finally feeling like she can let her walls down and envision a future without being stuck in survival mode in the present in constant hypervigilance as anything she does is subject to scrutiny...
monstrousflower.bsky.social
i remember during mizu6 there was discourse on prsktwt over mizuki not bringing up rui as one of the people who inspired her which is crazy when the entire event is about her basking in the unconditional love and acceptance she received from the girls in her life
monstrousflower.bsky.social
it isn't that rui was unimportant to her, but that was a point in mizuki's life without any positive growth and rui ultimately was nothing but a life raft in the middle of the ocean to hang onto on occassion until niigo pulled her ashore.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
they shared those painful feelings in the moment, but they weren't the person the other truly needed (mizuki wanted to be surrounded by girls and rui wanted to put on shows with others), so they're happy about the other finding happiness and their place to belong now.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
mizuki and rui are like, that's a trans lesbian and her gay guy friend turned important acquaintance (i think you can argue they're distant friends, i guess) who care about each other a lot and were both isolated and ostracized.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
like, some people think it's a sign of a "deep" relationship that mizuki and rui don't call each other friends, bc they never got to have friends before each other... but i'd argue it's simply more about them drifting apart?
monstrousflower.bsky.social
i was trying to be a little cagey about why i think people don't mention her in the original post, but i think it has a lot to do with: 1) people not being able to imagine a trans girl who's a lesbian and 2) the fandom misunderstanding her dynamic with rui.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
and of course whenever minori or any of the other MMJ girls show up (but mainly minori bc that's her favorite) she always turns into a massive lesbian 😭
monstrousflower.bsky.social
she's also been fixated on a magical girls anime since middle school and and when she was requested to make an MV for niigo she was hesitant at first but went along with it in some part bc she loved the song and in some part bc of her curiosity about kanade as a teenage girl her age...
monstrousflower.bsky.social
she loves girls and wants to connect with them so much... there are so many tells beyond her relationship with ena as you said! she also wants to be like yuuki who's also heavily implied to be a lesbian (her fashion sense and her designs getting rejected by her instructors for being "too radical").
monstrousflower.bsky.social
she's not overt about it bc she has a complicated relationship with desire — she lives in a perpetual state of repression out of fear of coming across as predatory and feels guilty about wanting to be with niigo bc she thinks she's asking too much due to the baggage she brings to the relationship.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
her arc literally revolves around how much her relationships with girls mean to her, which is why it's so important that in mizu6 the ones who inspire her to finally start living for herself and embark on a journey to discover her dreams are the girls in her life!
monstrousflower.bsky.social
i think people just can't fathom that a trans girl who's also a lesbian exists, even though mizuki's entire arc is about how much she loves girls and wants to connect with them on a deeper level as a girl. it's about camaraderie between girls and lesbianism is just the logical conclusion of this.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
and the way she gets outed is this romance being recoded into violence by the boys who consider her desirable but with a caveat due to her transness! the conclusion of this in ena5 is also mizuena getting married symbolically!
monstrousflower.bsky.social
it has so many hallmarks of the typical yuri plot, it's crazy! they're such a prototypical yuri couple but in all the best ways! mizuki's struggles around trans disclosure and her fixation on atonement for being 'deceptive' are kind of impossible to divorce from romance.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
even their narrative reads as deliberately romantic, with things like ena wanting to wait for mizuki's answer forever, mizuki wanting to 'confess' a secret on the rooftop at the end of the cultural festival or her conversation with ena in the alleyway reading like a breakup attempt.
monstrousflower.bsky.social
i think it's lowkey misogyny that mizuki never gets to be a part of the conversation when people discuss the biggest lesbians in proseka like an, minori or saki. mizuena have keitai renwa + every cover they get is about romantic love.
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fleuraison.bsky.social
“My heart made a sound towards you that I couldn’t hide,” #prsk_fa 🎀🎨
MizuEna drawing inspired by Yoka Ni Mitorete !!! LESBIANS GETTING MARRIED