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@moochievent.bsky.social
i dont think im making any wrong or bad choices necessarily. i just feel like im still too anxious. too scared. but i hope that seeing her at ANE will change that. i want to feel confident and happy. loved. cared for. she already makes me feel that way over calls and texts. now i want to feel it irl
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
i dont think im making any wrong or bad choices necessarily. i just feel like im still too anxious. too scared. but i hope that seeing her at ANE will change that. i want to feel confident and happy. loved. cared for. she already makes me feel that way over calls and texts. now i want to feel it irl
i want to learn to love and trust again. and it feels unfair of me to have S be the subject of my learning. i dont hate myself - i love me and ive never been happier than how I am now. I feel pretty, accomplished, loved, and have amazing friends. i just want to have a successful, happy relationship
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
i want to learn to love and trust again. and it feels unfair of me to have S be the subject of my learning. i dont hate myself - i love me and ive never been happier than how I am now. I feel pretty, accomplished, loved, and have amazing friends. i just want to have a successful, happy relationship
i feel so strongly. and part of that is HRTs fault. but i get so nervous and anxious because i dont want to fuck this up. i really really like her. and just thinking about her makes me so flustered and feel so cared for. something ive been wanting for months ever since this all happened to me
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
i feel so strongly. and part of that is HRTs fault. but i get so nervous and anxious because i dont want to fuck this up. i really really like her. and just thinking about her makes me so flustered and feel so cared for. something ive been wanting for months ever since this all happened to me
but because of my last relationship I get worried. that im overbearing. that i ask too much. that maybe she's uninterested despite clear signs. that she's hiding people from me. and I dont *actually* think she is. she is so lovely that feeling that way about things makes me feel like a bad person
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
but because of my last relationship I get worried. that im overbearing. that i ask too much. that maybe she's uninterested despite clear signs. that she's hiding people from me. and I dont *actually* think she is. she is so lovely that feeling that way about things makes me feel like a bad person
the girl im talking to now (we'll call her S) is amazing. she cares about me, loves listening to me, affirms me; she's beautiful and stunning and kind and i feel so lucky having met her. we are meeting for the first time at ANE and ive never been so excited before. im so smitten
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
the girl im talking to now (we'll call her S) is amazing. she cares about me, loves listening to me, affirms me; she's beautiful and stunning and kind and i feel so lucky having met her. we are meeting for the first time at ANE and ive never been so excited before. im so smitten
but this broke my trust and how i see things. i feel so vulnerable and nervous and in the past those would be things that people tell me mean I need to take a longer break from dating. but it doesnt feel fair that the person i trusted and at one point loved is able to move on and not need time
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
but this broke my trust and how i see things. i feel so vulnerable and nervous and in the past those would be things that people tell me mean I need to take a longer break from dating. but it doesnt feel fair that the person i trusted and at one point loved is able to move on and not need time
it was revealed she'd been lying to me about everything. i was cheated on, misused, and the worst part is that I STILL live with them because we signed the lease together. and now she's dating the girl who she cheated on me (and her *actual* girlfriend) with. i have no interest in her now obvi
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 PM
it was revealed she'd been lying to me about everything. i was cheated on, misused, and the worst part is that I STILL live with them because we signed the lease together. and now she's dating the girl who she cheated on me (and her *actual* girlfriend) with. i have no interest in her now obvi