Some of you may be noticing a greater need to listen to your body and your inner world. And some of you may have recently felt a shift in your priorities or have a major life event that causes you to pivot. Be kind to yourself as you evolve into this next chapter. Love you.

The moon is waning and just before the new moon & I made this decision yesterday during that Jupiter Cazimi event. I feel comically aligned.

Through all of this, my relationship with my husband has been amazing. Just goes to show that one cam experience the highs of a stable love along with the crushing blow of realizing you're not wanted.

I held on for a few reasons but one was that I was "waiting for him to come around" and I'd feel the connection I'd initially felt.

Part of me feels like an idiot. I was holding onto an idea of what the relationship was, when it was one-sided for almost a year.

Just craving external validation. Spirit isn't validating enough? Just cause it's your path doesn't mean it's the only one and meant for every one and if you're thinking that way you're just like any evangelical church.

Just felt like sharing. Just really proud of myself for getting here. The last 5 years have kind of been hell and I didn't realize how much so until I cam look back now and see how much I've climbed out of that hole.

Some neurodiverent practitioners may benefit from the chaotic energy eclipses bring because in life they're always thriving in Chaotic environments.

She reminded me to find balance between my Spiritual practice/being a mom/and the importance of doing things solely for my own pleasure. She recommended I don't overdo myself trying to harness this Astrological energy and do something for fun.

When you replenish your Spirit you shift your presence from survival to observation.

This isn't to say there won't be times when we should hustle - we need both.

Masculine & Feminine needs to coexist within us.

When I slow down - I'm planting seeds for when It's time to BLOOM.

What Do You Notice When You Slow Down?

Just in case anyone is feeling guilty for needing to slow down, this is important too.

Like right now I would love to dive into readings and creating products but it feels like I'm moving underwater (heyo Pisces/eclipse/retrograde season) and that's my indicator to slow down. And you know what? The more I do slow down, the more messages become clear.

I'm getting better at it. During these necessary down times, that's when I listen and integrate deeper downloads.

One of the things I'm most grateful for for the Spiritual work that I do is there is a heavy focus on how I am feeling and the more experienced I become the better I am a recognizing that these rest periods are necessary. To catch myself and force a stop before I crash is a practice.

There's so much I want to do but I have to be so careful about commitments because of how quickly I can become paralyzed and burnout.