Sorry to 🕸️ for pushin him real far from front with all my cryin’ & whinin’. If I think about things too hard it’ll happen again though🩶

I don’t think I like frontin’ much whenever we’re going through this ‘cause it feels like there’s been so many teeny things that’ve upset me today and it’s all finally come to a big ol’ head. It’s like bein’ as mentally ill as we normally are but worse… so it really isn’t too much like us normally

i put it on,, i feel much better

this is tmi but this is the internet so. i might . steal one of the little’s diapers out of fear . everything hurts so bad and i’m scared something will happen if i vomit & i have no energy to go to the toilet anymore

we can’t have any shellfish or white fish, no lamb & no lactose or fructose & the list goes on & on. it’s so hard to have foods that don’t hurt us.