I miss my art style, gonna go back to it.🫡

Waited this sounds like poem structure in my language lol hopeless is funny sometimes

I miss those times that i did things out of passion, determination and hope. I was clueless and knew no direction yet i walked on with passion to find some way. Now im in the light but still lost. And my hope is fading away.

Man :( hold it, okay?
Stay w me longer

I wish i can stop thinking but also wish to can think something for once
I want everything to just make sense for once.
I don’t want to be bad person.
I want to have at least one good
And not keep stutter all the bad and fail i have done
This hell is suffering and I don’t even know how to get out

I feel so strengthless. I can’t even delusion to keep going. I can’t even act to fool myself. I don’t even know how i behave anymore. It’s all scary. When keep thinking about how they think of me I can’t even control my actions. For many times Im in the edge of emotional bust to others. Terrible