Everyone else is working their asses off in real classes for majors leading to actual well paying careers that they probably are even less interested in, and I can barely hold or start a conversation anymore.

Im not close enough to any family to make them worth it, i dont really have many friends, no partner, no passion, no motivation, every day i lay in bed and just wonder why im still living if i have no real desire to do anything or stay around anyone.

I hate it here

Lowk lately i been wondering if im adhd or autistic.

I should get diagosed and treated for rcpd but since its not a dangerous condition its rlly easy to wanna save the money and just deal with the throat noises and bloating.

Omg I forgot I had this I should use it more!

Man i fell asleep holding an item and now im scared if someone came into my room while i was sleeping ☹️