me getting a handle on that level of intensity. For what purpose? Time will tell, I'll figure that out. I just feel like I now understand today

I'm not used to dealing with people in which I'm on that bad of terms with them. This level of intensity scares me. I have moved forward from what happened with this person, it's in the past, and I think me being reminded of them today through my video game and feeling anxious is...

Normally I wouldn't think much about someone I cut off in a situation like this, however this particular person I was reminded of; the situation with them is intense. Like, if they try to reach out to me again I am filing a restraining order type of intense.