none of my family knows this
they dont' know how close i've been getting

i think i've hated myself for a long time
and i've
only just realised it

like one or two people of those i consider my friends maybe
idk
even my parents haven't been checking on me
i feel so out of place everywhere
even in my family
what's the point of living?

🥺thankyouhun
i really appreciate that<3
i'm sorry i've not been talking much.. i'm so bad at keeping up with convos asjkdha

am i even alive if there's no one here to perceive me

NO I KNOW
I'm saying I read muzzle instead like a dumba mdjsnssb

THE WAY I READ MUZZLE AND DIDN'T EVEN BAT AN EYE LIKE: yeah ryn would do this huh

i went straight up non verbal in the middle of a conversation with my mum too and she yelled at me which didn't help.. :')