next funeral is on Wednesday in Cupar

*sigh*

tonight; BASS eee

could be worse

head rushes for hymns in the crematorium

autistic burnout bad enough that my face started twitching

copyed Tam to my left n grabbed a pew

maybe I was out of spoons because of lower meds input

and my bad memory for names didn't help

Huntingtower hotel to the bus down again

oh yeah, prescription didn't come through before I left Edinburgh, about a week after submitting, so these next few days are going to be a fkn ball, like....

I paid for Feeld

why

what's the point

no-one but ..

..

..

.. fuuukn reedic

fkd off at 4 rather than 6

missed CCL and Introspekt

glad I took my health seriously

self-care is prime

no rush for the train at least

which I'm now waiting for departure in

oh fuck the trip to London then Glasgow adrenaline had just hit, wo-ah

have just now received a second call, after I sent another reply on the reopened case

they apologised which was nice

the proof is in the pudding though

dang my stomach is in knots ugh

omfg

had a call a short while ago

they started by staying that, yes, I had to go to the depot

...

what a rigmarole

what a farce

needless to say, I'm feeling sick from the stress, as I'll be travelling to London come afternoon of tomorrow

gonna have to waste some diazepam to calm down n eat