youtu.be/4rCrZ-ocTA4

this is sick, yeah i miss this aesthetic. also hostile design = good

youtu.be/A2nMEvDZGp4?...

Notes on the Collection of Transfers, written by william james sidis in the mid-1920s

and its the most violent panic youve ever felt in your life too

i dont remember it changing shape that much or even recall feeling dread, more like an existential nihilism espoused temporarily (as if by this osmotic process dependent on proximity to the form) but with absolute intensity. i am not a nihilist at all so this still freaks me out a bit to think about

i dont think ive ever had the growing ball one (i get the aiws too close+too far at the same time thing sometimes though), has anyone ever had one with a wide rectangle? same black hole on white void material, just this almost-line that feels cognitohazardous, like it's hijacking your belief systems

and this is why the human element of passion is indispensable. when ceos begin to view art as a commodity, homogeneity becomes culturally incentivized, divergence from trend poses a threat to profit, lcl puddle becomes indistinguishable from aislop ocean, the world becomes colorless. gray mcdonalds

by now im well acclimated to the ue5 mario with overbearing specular maps "what if n64 games actually looked GOOD?!" zeitgeist aaa studios adhere to but now im seeing this contrapositive attitude emerge of "old game looked worse because render pipeline didn't support real time subsurface scattering"

my lifeblood

who remembers the day annie's mac and cheese stopped tasting like a warm hug and instead elected to transmigrate its coordinate identity in flavor-profile-space into the Dirichlet region typically reserved for laundry detergents and also started giving you ssri withdrawal brain zaps when you eat it