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my forgetfulness to cancel my premium neopets sub paid off, i now have the new little guy
March 27, 2025 at 2:22 PM
told work twice today that i can't make it in, haven't heard back at all, am worried i'm gonna get a call later asking where i am. ugh.
March 4, 2025 at 7:58 PM
guh rly hoping i can get rid of all this merch from like 2022........i don't know what to do with it all if i can't get it into ppl's hands somehow
February 20, 2025 at 3:14 PM
someone i follow is doing merch of characters who are canonically color-coded but they're not color-coding them and it's making me a little feral ngl
February 16, 2025 at 11:28 PM
pulling at my hair trying to come up with a merch idea for buttons...i get hung up on a lot of merch stuff but frustratingly enough it's the buttons (that i wanted to make so bad for so long) that are giving me the most trouble
February 16, 2025 at 7:51 PM
thinking about what to do with crochet branding of some sort, if anything. i don't think i mind too much if my main acct has both fanworks and crochet stuff on it, but do i want to invite irl ppl i'd see at craft fairs into my fandom sphere? i juuuuuust don't know
February 15, 2025 at 4:23 PM
lays on the floor bc i want to go to anthrocon and apply for the aa but also idk if i can afford to do that
February 15, 2025 at 12:02 AM
had the jokey thought to get the mbta map tattooed on my arm so that i know where im going quicker and then realized that might be a legit tattoo someone has
February 12, 2025 at 6:58 PM
i can't wait to be done with this class this term and move on to the next term this semester bc i'm real sick of my cryptic professor
February 11, 2025 at 12:28 PM
sticker test thread! got three to go through
February 11, 2025 at 12:36 AM
swedish meatballs! haven't made them in foreeeeeeeever
February 11, 2025 at 12:02 AM
while the dishwasher's going i need to work on deciphering my professor's cryptic feedback on my poster rough draft and i don't want to bother asking for clarification bc last time i did that she responded even more cryptically
February 10, 2025 at 9:51 PM
got my life a little together today, did errands, started my Sticker Testing that i've been meaning to get to. i'll post more about stickers after they run through the dishwasher, where i don't expect them to survive but i Need To Know
February 10, 2025 at 9:49 PM
i left my empty coffee pot on all day..........it's so hot to touch......i gotta wait for it to cool down before i make more after *checks watch* 9pm
February 10, 2025 at 2:03 AM
i ate 1.5 cookies and i feel a little more calmed down. the opossum in my head just needed a little treat i guess.
February 10, 2025 at 1:47 AM
been feeling very like a fucking idiot for every little thing i do lately. sometimes it turns off for a while and i can finally breathe but then it comes back like "you IDIOT you can't even BREATHE right!!!"
February 10, 2025 at 1:17 AM
ugh i wanted to ask ppl for v quick commissions so i can buy smth but as i was organizing things i just...really beat myself into the ground about how absolutely fucking stupid i am for even wanting to try
February 10, 2025 at 1:16 AM
i went to bed for all of maybe 30min before hopping out bc i was struck with the inspiration to start working on my powerpoint about zines for powerpoint night
February 9, 2025 at 3:16 AM
like i was so excited to do something like write or draw or even clean my desk area and then i just suddenly tanked. maybe after dinner i'll regain some energy or smth??? this sucks
February 8, 2025 at 11:55 PM
it sure took maybe 3min to go from "wow i feel great about making things 🥰 can't wait to do more!" to "wow i'm the worst, i'm no good, nothing i make is worth anything" wtf
February 8, 2025 at 11:52 PM
we got disturbed tickets and i started crying a little 🥲
February 1, 2025 at 11:52 PM
me in the past: i don't think i can make perzines, it's too personal, i'm not about that

me, now: i just scripted a mini perzine about my first relationship that i'll probably put up on my etsy shop for all to see (for a small fee)
February 1, 2025 at 8:30 PM
also having the "what makes me unique" thought spiral combined with the "why can't i finish anything" frustration, not a fun time
January 31, 2025 at 6:03 AM
i wish i liked the things i make in a consistent way, not a "in the moment of making it" way. i liked my da sketches from a short while ago when i made them but now when i looked at them i thought they looked horrible! feels like i can practice and learn all i want but i won't ever like anything :C
January 31, 2025 at 6:00 AM
maybe i *will* return to priv twt bc wow i got a lot to vent about and the public bsky acct is not the place i want to do that
January 31, 2025 at 5:56 AM