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Mostly Wincest and Kylux, but also Gentlebeard, Hannigram, Steve/Bucky, WinterFrost. 30+. he/him.
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I was recently told by a writer friend that they think dialogue is a strength of mine, but every time I rewatch an episode, I get depressed because I certainly can never write truly in-character dialogue for Sam or Dean or anyone else in the show.
December 25, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I was recently told by a writer friend that they think dialogue is a strength of mine, but every time I rewatch an episode, I get depressed because I certainly can never write truly in-character dialogue for Sam or Dean or anyone else in the show.
the next fic I have scheduled for posting, I've been sitting on it since August, and it's 10k of what my alpha reader called "very high concentration of porn and all of it has thorns." I'm seldom excited about my fics, but I can't wait to unleash this one on AO3.
elmo from sesame street is standing in front of a fire
ALT: elmo from sesame street is standing in front of a fire
media.tenor.com
December 25, 2025 at 3:23 PM
the next fic I have scheduled for posting, I've been sitting on it since August, and it's 10k of what my alpha reader called "very high concentration of porn and all of it has thorns." I'm seldom excited about my fics, but I can't wait to unleash this one on AO3.
#wincest
“Normal people hog blankets,” Sam’s saying with more amusement than exasperation. “You steal pillows.”
Dean considers the accusation and decides it’s too early to get offended.
“Too warm for blankets,” he points out and hugs the pillow under his arm tighter.
“Normal people hog blankets,” Sam’s saying with more amusement than exasperation. “You steal pillows.”
Dean considers the accusation and decides it’s too early to get offended.
“Too warm for blankets,” he points out and hugs the pillow under his arm tighter.
This week's word is...
✨ BLANKET ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
✨ BLANKET ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
December 24, 2025 at 8:18 PM
#wincest
“Normal people hog blankets,” Sam’s saying with more amusement than exasperation. “You steal pillows.”
Dean considers the accusation and decides it’s too early to get offended.
“Too warm for blankets,” he points out and hugs the pillow under his arm tighter.
“Normal people hog blankets,” Sam’s saying with more amusement than exasperation. “You steal pillows.”
Dean considers the accusation and decides it’s too early to get offended.
“Too warm for blankets,” he points out and hugs the pillow under his arm tighter.
I currently have 108 wincest fics in planning, quite a few of them not yet fully outlined, but I’m looking at my notes for them and god, they are dumb but I want to write them. I’ll be supremely embarrassed by them but they want to get out and who am I to deny them life.
December 23, 2025 at 5:48 PM
I currently have 108 wincest fics in planning, quite a few of them not yet fully outlined, but I’m looking at my notes for them and god, they are dumb but I want to write them. I’ll be supremely embarrassed by them but they want to get out and who am I to deny them life.
got an early Christmas gift from my brother
December 22, 2025 at 5:33 PM
got an early Christmas gift from my brother
guess who was editing his 15x20 wincest New Year fic and started bawling his eyes out about the finale? yep, this guy.
December 19, 2025 at 4:39 PM
guess who was editing his 15x20 wincest New Year fic and started bawling his eyes out about the finale? yep, this guy.
my first SPN reverse bang where I got lucky to work with @yoanncrussh.bsky.social and my first attempt at horror that turned into a tender wincest romance anyway. with a little apocalypse thrown into the mix.
archiveofourown.org/works/64566442
archiveofourown.org/works/64566442
December 18, 2025 at 3:19 PM
my first SPN reverse bang where I got lucky to work with @yoanncrussh.bsky.social and my first attempt at horror that turned into a tender wincest romance anyway. with a little apocalypse thrown into the mix.
archiveofourown.org/works/64566442
archiveofourown.org/works/64566442
used POV Second Person for the first time in my post-barn Sam fic and I still think it works for that story, even though I suspect people are scared away by it.
(archiveofourown.org/works/689603...)
(archiveofourown.org/works/689603...)
December 18, 2025 at 3:11 PM
used POV Second Person for the first time in my post-barn Sam fic and I still think it works for that story, even though I suspect people are scared away by it.
(archiveofourown.org/works/689603...)
(archiveofourown.org/works/689603...)
30 wincest fics, 3 kylux fics, might add one more wincest fic after I finish one of the current WIPs. dunno if I still count as a kyluxer, but I'm not quitting those two evil idiots, they are still dear to my heart.
Including WIPs, how many fics have you worked on since January 1st? Original fiction counts too!
December 18, 2025 at 3:07 PM
30 wincest fics, 3 kylux fics, might add one more wincest fic after I finish one of the current WIPs. dunno if I still count as a kyluxer, but I'm not quitting those two evil idiots, they are still dear to my heart.
#wincest
Dean is happy that Sam is happy. He’s also fully aware it won’t last long if Dean doesn’t put a leash on himself.
Sam’s all soft and cozy above him, and Dean grips the sheet under him so he doesn’t touch, no matter how fucking much he wants to.
Dean is happy that Sam is happy. He’s also fully aware it won’t last long if Dean doesn’t put a leash on himself.
Sam’s all soft and cozy above him, and Dean grips the sheet under him so he doesn’t touch, no matter how fucking much he wants to.
This week's word is...
✨ COZY ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
✨ COZY ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
December 17, 2025 at 7:59 PM
#wincest
Dean is happy that Sam is happy. He’s also fully aware it won’t last long if Dean doesn’t put a leash on himself.
Sam’s all soft and cozy above him, and Dean grips the sheet under him so he doesn’t touch, no matter how fucking much he wants to.
Dean is happy that Sam is happy. He’s also fully aware it won’t last long if Dean doesn’t put a leash on himself.
Sam’s all soft and cozy above him, and Dean grips the sheet under him so he doesn’t touch, no matter how fucking much he wants to.
❤️The Blood We Share💙
~15k, season 11 canon divergence #wincest, explicit, Sam gets Mark of Cain, getting together
for SPN AU Bang 2025 with art by @yoanncrussh.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/758271...
~15k, season 11 canon divergence #wincest, explicit, Sam gets Mark of Cain, getting together
for SPN AU Bang 2025 with art by @yoanncrussh.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/758271...
December 16, 2025 at 1:27 PM
❤️The Blood We Share💙
~15k, season 11 canon divergence #wincest, explicit, Sam gets Mark of Cain, getting together
for SPN AU Bang 2025 with art by @yoanncrussh.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/758271...
~15k, season 11 canon divergence #wincest, explicit, Sam gets Mark of Cain, getting together
for SPN AU Bang 2025 with art by @yoanncrussh.bsky.social
archiveofourown.org/works/758271...
Unity time, also known as sobbing with Sam time
December 11, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Unity time, also known as sobbing with Sam time
over 400k words written this year (almost all wincest) and still three more weeks to go. my previous highest word count was 375k.
I track my stats to monitor my mental health and I can't understand if I should be relieved or checking myself into a mental hospital.
I track my stats to monitor my mental health and I can't understand if I should be relieved or checking myself into a mental hospital.
December 10, 2025 at 9:06 PM
over 400k words written this year (almost all wincest) and still three more weeks to go. my previous highest word count was 375k.
I track my stats to monitor my mental health and I can't understand if I should be relieved or checking myself into a mental hospital.
I track my stats to monitor my mental health and I can't understand if I should be relieved or checking myself into a mental hospital.
I don't have a word for ficwip's game today, so here's a snippet from my current kylux WIP.
it's Mitaka writing an RPF Caf Shop AU about his co-commanders with detailed author's notes about the real lives of those co-commanders.
(from the author's notes to Chapter 1.)
it's Mitaka writing an RPF Caf Shop AU about his co-commanders with detailed author's notes about the real lives of those co-commanders.
(from the author's notes to Chapter 1.)
December 10, 2025 at 7:48 PM
I don't have a word for ficwip's game today, so here's a snippet from my current kylux WIP.
it's Mitaka writing an RPF Caf Shop AU about his co-commanders with detailed author's notes about the real lives of those co-commanders.
(from the author's notes to Chapter 1.)
it's Mitaka writing an RPF Caf Shop AU about his co-commanders with detailed author's notes about the real lives of those co-commanders.
(from the author's notes to Chapter 1.)
I feel like my writing is getting worse and worse (and my AO3 stats kinda reflect that). we have a word for this that roughly means "to wear out/exhaust oneself as a writer" and I wonder if I should just quit before I start getting hate comments (or none at all).
December 7, 2025 at 4:57 PM
I feel like my writing is getting worse and worse (and my AO3 stats kinda reflect that). we have a word for this that roughly means "to wear out/exhaust oneself as a writer" and I wonder if I should just quit before I start getting hate comments (or none at all).
my alpha reader after looking at an excerpt from my new kylux project: this is your regular reminder that you are GREAT at comedy
me: *continues to write soul-crushing wincest angst*
me: *continues to write soul-crushing wincest angst*
December 4, 2025 at 4:59 PM
my alpha reader after looking at an excerpt from my new kylux project: this is your regular reminder that you are GREAT at comedy
me: *continues to write soul-crushing wincest angst*
me: *continues to write soul-crushing wincest angst*
#wincest
Sam worries Dean’s lips between his teeth, moves up to bite at Dean’s cheeks, tugs on the soft meat just below Dean’s cheekbones. He switches to mouthing at Dean’s neck, leaving marks, as if Dean can take them to Hell, flash them like a paper allowing him to come back.
Sam worries Dean’s lips between his teeth, moves up to bite at Dean’s cheeks, tugs on the soft meat just below Dean’s cheekbones. He switches to mouthing at Dean’s neck, leaving marks, as if Dean can take them to Hell, flash them like a paper allowing him to come back.
This week's word is...
✨ WORRY ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
✨ WORRY ✨
Find the word in any WIP & share the sentence containing it. All writers welcome! #wordgamewednesday
December 3, 2025 at 9:03 PM
#wincest
Sam worries Dean’s lips between his teeth, moves up to bite at Dean’s cheeks, tugs on the soft meat just below Dean’s cheekbones. He switches to mouthing at Dean’s neck, leaving marks, as if Dean can take them to Hell, flash them like a paper allowing him to come back.
Sam worries Dean’s lips between his teeth, moves up to bite at Dean’s cheeks, tugs on the soft meat just below Dean’s cheekbones. He switches to mouthing at Dean’s neck, leaving marks, as if Dean can take them to Hell, flash them like a paper allowing him to come back.
❤️a piece bigger than the puzzle💙
~21k, pre-series AU #wincest, explicit, raised apart, John Winchester’s A+ Parenting, Boy King of Hell Sam
for SPN Speed Dating Bang with art by Mörökölli
archiveofourown.org/works/751376...
~21k, pre-series AU #wincest, explicit, raised apart, John Winchester’s A+ Parenting, Boy King of Hell Sam
for SPN Speed Dating Bang with art by Mörökölli
archiveofourown.org/works/751376...
December 3, 2025 at 4:39 PM
❤️a piece bigger than the puzzle💙
~21k, pre-series AU #wincest, explicit, raised apart, John Winchester’s A+ Parenting, Boy King of Hell Sam
for SPN Speed Dating Bang with art by Mörökölli
archiveofourown.org/works/751376...
~21k, pre-series AU #wincest, explicit, raised apart, John Winchester’s A+ Parenting, Boy King of Hell Sam
for SPN Speed Dating Bang with art by Mörökölli
archiveofourown.org/works/751376...
the tags for my upcoming kylux project (yes, I have an upcoming kylux project!): Canonverse, Alternate Universe — Coffee Shop, Drama, Fluff, Hard Kylux, Soft Kylux, Double Narrative
anyone has any guesses what happens in this one? 😉
anyone has any guesses what happens in this one? 😉
December 2, 2025 at 4:00 PM
the tags for my upcoming kylux project (yes, I have an upcoming kylux project!): Canonverse, Alternate Universe — Coffee Shop, Drama, Fluff, Hard Kylux, Soft Kylux, Double Narrative
anyone has any guesses what happens in this one? 😉
anyone has any guesses what happens in this one? 😉
got a very sweet comment in Chinese on my mothman!Kylo fic that took me the most effort to write and that ended up being one of my least popular kylux fics lol.
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
November 26, 2025 at 7:22 PM
got a very sweet comment in Chinese on my mothman!Kylo fic that took me the most effort to write and that ended up being one of my least popular kylux fics lol.
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
(archiveofourown.org/works/48447754)
I should probably note that this happy festive New Year fic starts with post-barn Sam, so, uhhh, the first 900 words are pretty heavy angst so far. I may not have understood my own assignment.
just as I made peace with not having a festive wincest fic this year, my brain hit me in the face with a fully formed New Year fic concept at three am, so 'tis the season again I guess.
November 26, 2025 at 5:43 PM
I should probably note that this happy festive New Year fic starts with post-barn Sam, so, uhhh, the first 900 words are pretty heavy angst so far. I may not have understood my own assignment.
we were under attack last night, and one of the hits was like ten minutes away from us.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
November 25, 2025 at 4:41 PM
we were under attack last night, and one of the hits was like ten minutes away from us.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
every time I think I can't get any more terrified, it turns out I can.
they give us this kind of intensity and tell us not to ship them? oh wait, they actually tell us TO ship them, it's fine, everything's fine
November 24, 2025 at 7:54 PM
they give us this kind of intensity and tell us not to ship them? oh wait, they actually tell us TO ship them, it's fine, everything's fine
need to write exposition during an action scene in WIP 1, a very vaguely outlined part of a case in WIP 2, and a completely unfamiliar setting for an important dialog in WIP 3. I hate myself so much right now.
November 24, 2025 at 7:33 PM
need to write exposition during an action scene in WIP 1, a very vaguely outlined part of a case in WIP 2, and a completely unfamiliar setting for an important dialog in WIP 3. I hate myself so much right now.
my mother, who is a die-hard Lucifer stan, has discovered Samifer. I don’t remember when I heard her so happy.
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
November 23, 2025 at 9:12 PM
my mother, who is a die-hard Lucifer stan, has discovered Samifer. I don’t remember when I heard her so happy.
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)
(just so you understand the situation, she once told me that “Lucifer loves and protects Sam,” and that was before she realized she could ship them)