I really should just take my mentality in video games with "I just want to play as a cute girl" when it comes to my model design and be fine if it leans more 'fem' presenting than id hope

Also kind of thinking of maybe a skeletal sort of design?
A nod to my degenerative disk disease maybe??

Had to chase my cat through the house last night because he caught a fucking mouse and refused to do anything with it but stare and growl at me.
Like good job buddy, 10/10
Lets go put it outside? NO
We finally caught him with the mouse (gloves on) and got it away from him and released but
what a 3am

My cats got fleas so now I have to put like all of my plushies they might have touched into black bags to set in the sun for a few days to kill any potential eggs and UGH WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY PLUSHIES????? I am like 3 bags in and still have to fill more..

Nehehe, instead of working on any vtuber set up stuff... I have just been sleeping, cleaning my room, and playing dbd.

I have a new tablet set up that puts less strain on my back when I draw, but I feel... blocked with my character design
I like it as a character design but it just feels... bland?

Bruh my ADHD keeps making me forget this website exists..
anyway, here is a WIP, I couldnt figure out how I want the shading so I may just toss it in the basement forever

I really need to stop saying its finally time for me to get back into streaming because I am having some of the WORST health complications in years now.
Being bed ridden for so fucking long, struggling with burning pain in my legs, like bruh
I wanna catch a break

Hmmmm identity crisis =w=;;

There is such a temptation to go back to being a raccoon... Like, I fucking love being a nyanpyre but there is something about the allure of being a trash creature that speaks to my soul =w=;;;
Difficult decisions

I keep forgetting Bluesky is a thing whoopsie...
qwq I have unmedicated ADHD like crazy
Outta sight outta mind BS, gonna talk to my doc about getting help for that tho..
College has seemed simpler to me until I took an actual non art focused class and then I realized I was doomed.

Becoming an animator is exhausting AF
I am still learning the basics but holy shit I wish I had a pro set up because I am murdering my spine.
Someday I will have a tablet arm to make things friendly ;w;

Falling off the face of the earth during finals is such a great time! I have suffered!!
Anyway finals are wrapping up, gonna hope for good grades uwu

My stopmotion puppet dude for class is looking like a funky lil dude...
The amount of insults I have thrown at him because of his odd shape that has made him incredibly difficult to work on hehe (￣y▽,￣)╭

uwo