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neofeudalserf.bsky.social
Antimatter Dealer
@neofeudalserf.bsky.social
Creative multihyphenate, hardcore pedestrian, and cyberflaneur. Diagnosed schizoaffective disorder but I think my problem is something else entirely
I'm 32 and have been a leftist since 2011. It was always hateful. The evolution was probably on your part
January 5, 2026 at 9:53 AM
Animated GIF popups of nude dancing women on a radio station website were already enough to see at age 13. Now AI nudify apps are advertised on Instagram to teenage boys. They need to look for a Playboy in the woods as God intended
January 2, 2026 at 8:07 PM
I'm spending tonight alone in my little room. I could walk to a bar but I hate bars now. They can have their fun and I will rot
January 1, 2026 at 12:21 AM
Made this mistake before. The mystery came back. The mystery has dangers too
January 1, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Longest I went sober from booze was 15 months, 2018-19. I broke it because I was shaken up from a car accident. I just consider myself a teetotaler. I gotta drink for New Year's Eve. It's my favorite holiday because it's simply passing into the new year and I'm a night owl
December 31, 2025 at 8:39 PM
My For You feed has been taken over by porn. So if Discover gets too hostile I can switch to For You
December 31, 2025 at 8:30 PM
The first blood to cool GPUs should be the excess from Zuck's wagyu cows
December 31, 2025 at 1:21 PM
My magnum opus solo album that will never chart/trend. I also had a successful screamo band I don't want to plug. I removed the whole Cheap Windows catalog from Spotify last year. I quit playing guitar and piano. If I return to music it'll be a rap LP
cheapwindows.bandcamp.com/album/cheap-...
Cheap Windows, by Cheap Windows
11 track album
cheapwindows.bandcamp.com
December 31, 2025 at 1:16 PM
I went through extended mania this fall, good things did come from it. I was posting the most on TikTok but too much on Instagram too. Overall the app I uninstalled/reinstalled the most was Twitter. In October I was finally banned from Twitter at the SIM card IMEI level. I was happy to be freed of X
December 31, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I've been dealing with serious depressions as part of my mental illness for much longer. Don't apologize for depression. It's not your fault
December 31, 2025 at 12:59 PM
I never really liked sitting in a j'accuzzi. 200 gallons of water in your backyard will be valuable in the water wars
December 31, 2025 at 12:53 PM
I say the word slut IRL still and you can apply it to straight men even. There was a Chiodos lyric that spoke to me in high school "all of us are whores some of us just get paid"
December 31, 2025 at 12:49 PM
NO WAR ON VENEZUELA
December 22, 2025 at 4:08 PM