Michelle Williams looks so pretty on the carpet. I didn't want o hear a word of what that white man in the cowboy hat was saying.

Ohhh that's Tasha Cobbs. She sounds amazing.

Come on Gospel performer. The voices are out there and not just in this genre.

Best album cover? That's something you can get a Grammy for? I think this is the only Grammy Tyler is getting tonight.

This metal band is shredding. Love it.

Best speech ever. And his parents. 😢😢😢

DURAND!!! I love this for him.

Happy for Kehlani. Both for shutting down a CB/JB win and for her speech.

Is Darren Cris (sp) ok? They've had such great hosts for the pre-shows in the past. Maybe he's nervous.

I'm being serious when I say it's the best part of this show. The performances are great and it really introduces genres and artists you rarely see on such a huge stage.

The selection of this particular photo is diabolical.

This beard. Deep sigh.

Trying not to internalize. Hard. Feeling dismissed makes it difficult, especially coming from my background. But I'm giving space and grace. Lots and lots of space. Doesn't help that I can't sleep because I'm sick, harder to turn my brain off. Wish I was medicated.

She asked me recently regarding my relationship with my Mom which is also strained whether I wanted to reconnect with her, I think I need to use the question for both relationships. I'm so over feeling like shit. It holds no appeal for me. I'd like to focus on me being my own top priority.

But, I also feel like, the least I deserve is for you to listen to me. Indifference is a response & if your aim was to hurt my feelings then I guess you succeeded. I'll ask her about it if she responds again but her response has me back in the space I was 2 years ago. And I'm over that.

And she hasn't a clue about what I'm talking about. My 1st instinct is to be down on myself because I am a work in progress & that's my default. My 2nd instinct is to give her grace, her world doesn't revolve around me so what's a hill to me may be nothing but a hike to her.

A few weeks ago I revealed some things to her that I'd kept really close to my chest for varied reasons #1 of which is that I believed it would irrevocably damage our relationship. She never responded then. I just thought she needed time to react, so imagine my surprise when I ask her about it today