goodnight

i want to cry
i want someone to cry with me
i dont think im okay
but there is no one but myself
sorry

sometimes i dont want to talk
but even on those days i wish i was next to someone
i wish i had someone who would accept that about me
i think im too damn lonely
but im scared to talk to people
i do not know why this is

i cant stand being lonely i really hate it
i wish i had a best friend
i want to talk to them everyday
i want to be open with them
i dont know why i cant be myself
i hate staying up late
i do it anyways just in case someone messages me
but it never happens
sorry