So much to do. So little energy to do it

Thanks to my tiny terror of a puppy - I now know what a literal shit show looks like

Practice self-care like a vampire: sleep all day, eat all night & outlive everyone who has ever loved you

Took the blue pill(s) - to sleep - bc I am sick and or maybe also in the matrix

Are these chills from being sick or the crushing weight of being

After I get through the unbearable weight of it all - I’m gonna be an absolute menace

Feeling feels like too much right now
Thinking feels like swarms of smoke in the air
Always obscuring the vision
Visions
Of things as they could be
As they should be

How they are so twisted
from how they started
Like a thorn burrowing deeper into that feeling like maybe it won’t be okay this time

Oof everything’s feeing like enough to put pen to paper again

Little moments. That’s what all this *gestures vaguely* is for.

Dear night adhd brain - please no. Sincerely, mgmt

*tap tap* this thing on?