It’s so hard for me to forgive myself for how much of an asshole I’ve been to so many I consider my friends. I doubt they’ll ever forgive me for how much I hurt them

I would love to have the ability to have lock my accounts. I dont wanna air out my inner personal thoughts into the open

I keep thinking about this mentorship I applied for and how my dad keeps asking me if anything has come up from it. I wanna be able to do it SO badly but idk... I've just been so burnt out from so many rejections. Trying my best not to loose hope