my mom would always get mad at me for showing emotions and being emotional

and still no matter how hard i try my emotions ruin everything because I can’t just shut up and feel like i deserve attention

i hate the days where i just want to be loved and have to remember i just won’t ever be

Columbo

No hate like a mother’s love I suppose! But I do wish people would genuinely realize sometimes someone’s just naturally heavier, and even if they aren’t? It’s their life at the end of the day! You don’t need to be an asshole over something that doesn’t affect you in the slightest.

That she ever gave me true compliments about my appearance. And when I had to be put on iron pills and struggled to do any work without passing out because of how weak I was she’d get mad at me. Beauty is so subjective and to treat your own child like that because you think skinny=perfect is insane

Sorry, ranting under ur post but that reminded me of the fact my ma was always extreme about dieting. Pushed it unto me so hard as a child, and didn’t care at all when it affected me negatively.

I was passing out at about 11-13ish due to how badly I was starving myself, but it was the only time—

Its such a wild ass concept to me....to only give someone the time of day based on their weight and attractiveness to said people.

I love being fat. Fat is not a bad word or a word to be ashamed of !!!

I AM FAT !!!!!!

The mere thought of being told no to a good steak…. Horrifying

That’s a joke Don’t abuse prescription drugs . Go smoke weed and take acid

True.. A big part of me yearns to be treated as a baby 24/7

but then I remember babies can’t eat Pizza and I get irrationally upset about it because I love pizza

Real I traded my capabilities to cry for being able to lift heavy things without much effort . I am goated at moving furniture for my 3am redesigning