It'd be adorable if Fyodor goes overboard and Nikolai faints or smth 😭 he regains consciousness and here Fyodor is, barely holding back a smile but still taking care of him, ofc all while berating his silliness. Nikolai thinks he died and went to heaven

Nikolai: *doesn't even blush when Fyodor suggests some perversity during sex*

Also Nikolai: *get so flustered he's about to pass out when Fyodor kisses his cheek afterwards*

Yesss I bet Nikolai would be over the moon. Affections during sex are one thing, it's spur of a moment. But outside it? Nikolai cherishes them ten times more, I bet he'd be at loss for words at first (then braid starts wagging like dog's tail)

Honestly I'm thinking of same (here or tumblr), twt is beyond horrible for my mental well-being

Those Nikolai ones 💔🎯 also I always speculated Dazai leans more onto introverted side (but is very charismatic so seems like an extrovert), glad to see someone agree