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Noah Fisk || 📌 || $61/1,000 - bed & debt
@noahfisk.bsky.social
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35 | trans | queer | he/him
communist | abolitionist | decolonize
permanently disabled | antifascist
medical isolation: circa feb 2020

i'm an academic, tragically

🌃 Toronto | PP: http://paypal.me/noahfisk

your flashing gifs suck
signed, my epileptic ass
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Received a donation. Thank you so much (you know who you are). I'll do a formal update after I get some rest! Just couldn't help but point out how I have to yell at the bank cause I got the 48$ NSF charge anyway and I shouldn't have.

I fucking hate banks
So fucking much
Cropped screen shot of Noah's chequing account showing a NSF Return Fee of 48 dollars, which left the account at negative 36 dollars and 66 cents. This has been rectified thanks to a donation.
February 7, 2026 at 5:18 AM
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things sitting with me tonight:

"Trying to cope with grief, however, is more akin to the feeling of fear and terror, but being trapped in place, pulled under by that same grief as though it were quicksand."
screenshot from some of noah's ramblings: "Waiting for grief to pass… is like watching paint dry. When paint dries — if not applied with a certain care during the process — it can create these dry pockets of air. It causes a bubbled out appearance, and a tap-tap-tap can almost always determine the difference between a dry pocket and water damage. Waiting for grief to pass feels a lot like hoping for those dry pockets to never happen. No matter how carefully we curate ourselves, no matter how carefully we mask, no matter how many different coats of paint we apply to freshen up ourselves? Grief has a funny way of completely derailing anything and everything. The way those dry pockets on the wall chip and crumble, is sort of how it feels when a lot of time has passed and you're suddenly sucker punched by the personification of grief. Waiting for grief to pass is like waiting for the city bus. Maybe if you have a smoke about it, it'll all go by faster. Trying to cope with grief, however, is more akin to the feeling of fear and terror, but being trapped in place, pulled under by that same grief as though it were quicksand."
February 6, 2026 at 5:14 AM
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Britt & Topaz need help

This happens monthly, weekly, DAILY!

Britt (& Topaz) are left behind!

PLEASE share
PLEASE boost
PLEASE help

💸💕 please share and/or boost,
& please feckin donate if you can!

linktr.ee/hiitsbritt

#MutualAid #MAV #MABoost #HelpSky #FundSky #HelpFolksLive2026 #HelpFolksLive
Photo shows a gorgeous black cat with green eyes, lying belly up in a sunbeam on a grey area rug. She is looking directly at the camera. Text overlaid in eye-catching colours says 'Help to #SaveTopaz. If Britt & Topaz end up in the streets, Topaz will face a deadly risk...' You are directed to help via linktr.ee/hiitsbritt - Heart emojis are hovering over Topaz's head with the letters 'tysm' There’s also a sticker of 3 bunny friends each giving a thumbs up with 5 stars above their heads and the sticker is situated above my cat’s adorable little paws
February 4, 2026 at 2:51 PM
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No new pictures.

Where are you at mentally?
a [white] old man in a red shirt shrugging his shoulders, with both hands turned so the palms are facing up and held halfway up as he shrugs there is a caption over top along the bottom between both hands. it reads, "guess i'll die"
February 2, 2026 at 2:08 PM
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Ah. Now I see why they blocked as fast as the quote appeared. They don't want to be told they're absolutely wrong and that voting isn't a solution and that supporting & funding & participating in genocide is bad actually.

I've said it before, but getting mad at the very ppl upset it's happening...
Screenshot of a bluesky post from user @/rayalexander73. It reads: "If more people had voted, and voted Democrat, you wouldn't have ICE killing US citizens. If you don't vote you can't complain"
January 29, 2026 at 6:59 PM
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you know what'd be amazing? seeing @blackice397.bsky.social able to get food & water!

2 ppl with $25,
5 with $10,
et al.

CA&V: $blackice397
PP: blackice397

💸💕

pledge to their Alt UBI goal here:
patreon.com/blackice397

#MutualAid #MAV #MABoost
#HelpSky #FundSky #HelpFolksLive
#HelpFolksLive2026
Nighttime sky with a crescent moon, skyline of Philadelphia in the background. Listed are Josh's paylinks: CashApp: $blackice397 PayPal: @blackice397 Venmo: @blackice397 Blue skies with a bright yellow sun, silhouette of the Philadelphia, PA skyline in the background. A QR code that leads to Josh's Alt UBI page is placed directly in the middle of the sun. The graphic reads: "#AltUBI Scan QR code to support @blackice397 Mutual Aid Saves Lives! Join to wisely invest in community care!"
January 27, 2026 at 3:52 PM
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with ALT:
off-white bolded font on a black background. it reads: NATIONWIDE SHUTDOWN! FRIDAY JAN 30, 2026 NO WORK NO SCHOOL NO SHOPPING ICE OUT EVERYWHERE!!!
January 27, 2026 at 3:07 PM
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it's still snowing just a tiny bit.
Photo looking South ish off my balcony. It's hard to see it cause it's so light but it's still snowing a bit. There is snow covering everything in the photo. There are now visible tire marks on the main road but there are still compacted heavily by the snow. Still next to no traffic out on the roads.
January 26, 2026 at 1:16 AM
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same view point, except much less visibility.
Photo looking off my balcony in the South ish direction. Visibility is incredibly poor and it's snowing heavier than earlier. The temperature has also dropped a lot since earlier in the day. There were visible tire marks on the roads earlier but now they are barely visible cause of the amount of snow falling.
January 25, 2026 at 8:28 PM
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THE SNOW IS HERE.
VERY HERE.

#ONStorm #Toronto #GTA
Photo looking South ish off my balcony. It shows a lot of snow falling. Lowkey Silent Hill vibes happening. The main street is covered, barely any traffic at all on the road. Sky is not visible.
January 25, 2026 at 4:38 PM
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Figured I'd get blocked lmao.
Cropped screenshot showing @/theotherdude post on BlueSky. It's dated January 16th, 2026 at 8:33PM. It reads: "This is a public service post. When you see "<insert Dem> sucks, because <insert single issue>, it's mostly botniks. Those that aren't idiots, fools, or folks who don't know How Things Work. Same with "Dems are just as bad..." This is a pernicious lie meant to discourage people from voting."
January 17, 2026 at 7:03 PM
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Anyway, this isn't how I should have to sign off a message to my ODSP worker. There's still no response to my transportation request. And I'm supposed to have an appointment on Monday with the oncologist. Like what the fuck lmao what the fuck do you mean I gotta reschedule that?????
Screenshot of my closing of my message to ODSP. It reads: "Please don't let my voice remain unheard. Thank you. Managing cancer with no one at your side is hard enough. - Noah"
January 17, 2026 at 1:18 AM
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VICTORIA'S IF I REMEMBER PROPERLY 😭🤣
Cropped screenshot of a Tumblr post. The first post reads: why do boobs have to be covered what secrets do they hold The reblog addition reads: Victoria's if I remember properly
January 9, 2026 at 5:56 PM
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My photo ID card arrived 😭

May have cried a lil.
Edited photo of my ID card. Everything important has been erased for viewing purposes. The only thing showing is my name: Noah Fisk. I accidentally blurred out it showing M as well but it says M!
January 9, 2026 at 3:17 PM
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screenshot from my tumblr concerning rawrley: thank you to everyone who helped, who sent messages of support, who shared. i am home now, with my youngest furbab; wishes. rawrley was my good[b]est boy and he was in my care from february 2020 to January 2nd 2026 he was estimated to be between 14 and 16 years old. he had seven teeth, and only would ever eat and/tolerate pate foods. he loved leaving mice at my bedroom door as gifts for me to nearly step in when I walked in there. He liked sleeping in my bed, curled up with me late at night, between the crook of my arm and chest. He liked to be tucked in under a double bubble themed fleece throw. He had a cat bed on my bed and I always had to make sure I gave it more room than for myself. He loved puree treats. He loved head scratches and he loved when I gave him belly rubs. He adored cat milk and went crazy for catnip smelling toy mice. continued: I loved him. He was shy and timid. He was sensitive to loud noises. And you know what? Same. His first week with me, I was having a cigarette on my sofa and he suddenly jumped up and ran nose first at the cherry of my cig??? I quickly pulled my hand away and got him away but you know? Daredevil. Loved him. Rawrley also liked to steal sausage off your plate. Or anything off your plate, really (I'm like 99% sure he was a cat but the other 1%.........) He was loved. And he loved. Thank you for being here, all my pocket friends. Thank you for loving my boy and caring. Thank you.
January 3, 2026 at 5:39 AM
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he deserves everything.

help me help him.

he deserves everything and more, especially peace.
Four photos of Rawrley. A Grey and white cat.
January 2, 2026 at 7:41 PM
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HAPPY NEW YEAR MY NEW DEBIT CARD CAMEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Photo of my debit card with all the good stuff blurred out. The important part is at the bottom. It shows Noah M Fisk on the card!
January 2, 2026 at 5:40 PM
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Rawrley only has seven teeth. He can't eat dry food (only Pate cans). I have been managing his symptoms, and he's getting better (recovering from a cat cold).

The food toppers are very very good for encouraging his healthy eating, especially when sick!

Thank you for ANY help for him!
an upclose photo of rawrley's face. he's grey & white (with hints of brown, but you cannot see this in this particular image). his pupils are huge and he's looking up and off to the right of the camera. it's hard to tell, but he's very much perched on my lap while i'm at the computer desk. he looks all doe-eyed and precious as heck.
December 28, 2025 at 1:50 PM
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A cool thing that could happen today (not a necessity), would be the ability to order a sub (or a pizza, maybe?) as my holiday meal.

$25CAD - sub
$40CAD - pizza

💸💕 thanks for any assistance~!

my pp:
paypal.me/noahfisk

Happy Holidays,
☃️Noah.
a cat in a photo looked incredibly squished whilst wearing a pointed hat. there is caption above and to the left that says "almost crimbus" the cat's face somehow matches the energy of the caption
December 24, 2025 at 3:47 PM
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Hey why the fuck is the new walling up BELOW WHERE BLACK MOLD HAS BLED THROUGH ONTO OUR SIDE???

EXCUUUSEEE ME???
Photo of the bathroom wall showing the top of where a new wall installation was done (no paint or anything yet). Above it sits the same black mold spot mentioned in the previous post.
December 15, 2025 at 6:19 PM
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I almost forgot! A couple days ago, the same day I got my name change paperwork back & whatnot, a lovely loveliest had arrived as well.

A mini pocket heart made by @nora.zone! I was so happy to receive it 💖 it's absolutely precious as heck and exactly what I hoped 😭❤️
A red and white mini twisted pocket heart displayed inside a small gift box with soft padding. Sorry, I am colourblind and don't know the colour of the box. A red and white mini twisted pocket heart sitting in the palm of my hand for size reference. Trust me, I got very small hands. This is very precious.
December 13, 2025 at 5:12 PM
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I'm so mad I didn't think to look behind the bathroom poster. Cause lmao. This is from where that poster sat on the wall.

Have given the heads up to the roomies (who are also allergic to black mold). We're gonna have to be extra cautious until this is properly resolved 🙃😕
ID for both pics: images both show black mold having grown through to my side of the bathroom wall where the toilet sits against. The second photo also shows some garbage bags taped over a section of the wall that was removed. There are two other sections like this along with a third under the bathroom sink.
December 11, 2025 at 4:49 PM
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With a solid off-white background, there is bold/black text in the center. It reads: "I'm in a really place right now. Like, not mentally, I'm just in Ontario." There is an emoji pasted in the corner of a stickman throwing trash into a receptacle.
December 3, 2025 at 1:26 PM
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with ALT:
screenshot of tweet from Nahed hajjaj (@/nahed_najjaj99). it reads: The ceasefire was nothing but a lie and distraction. They saw that the world was rising for Palestine so they had to halt the movement with yet another trick. The genocide has not stopped. Israel continues to kill us the same way it's been killing us for decades. Save us.
December 3, 2025 at 1:07 PM
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this one's a bit older.
screenshot of typed up personal ramblings from my journal. it reads: i like going to sleep at night. at night, when i fall asleep- i can fall in love again.
November 30, 2025 at 5:46 AM