i don’t remember posting this.
that’s a testament.
that’s a testament.
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
January 11, 2026 at 9:24 AM
i don’t remember posting this.
that’s a testament.
that’s a testament.
it’s a strange feeling.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
January 11, 2026 at 9:22 AM
it’s a strange feeling.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
the antidepressants make me feel nothing.
i’m not sure i like that.
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
January 9, 2026 at 10:03 AM
everyday i feel closer to an overdose.
i abuse substances, and i don’t know how to ask for help.
January 9, 2026 at 9:55 AM
i abuse substances, and i don’t know how to ask for help.
i never feel like i’m living in the present.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
January 9, 2026 at 8:26 AM
i never feel like i’m living in the present.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
even when I focus my attention to something, it all feels in the past.
i love my best friend.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
January 9, 2026 at 8:08 AM
i love my best friend.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
he’s the best man i know.
everyday i strive to be like him.
i can’t see them, but still i can’t do it because of them.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
January 9, 2026 at 8:04 AM
i can’t see them, but still i can’t do it because of them.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
they’ve been in my life my whole life and i can’t leave them.
my friends are the reason im alive, even if they can’t tell.
i don’t want to die.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
January 9, 2026 at 8:02 AM
i don’t want to die.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
bought a 25 pack of dyphenhydraimne.
i contemplated on suicide for hours on end.
i still wanna do it.
but my friends matter so much to me.
i can’t let them have that message get to their phones.
i talked to my best friend today.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
January 9, 2026 at 7:57 AM
i talked to my best friend today.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
even after all i’ve been through, i love them.
they’re the best i have.
i’m drunk, and i know other people are aware.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
January 9, 2026 at 7:56 AM
i’m drunk, and i know other people are aware.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i’m scared of tomorrow.
i cannot feel any moment of my life.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
January 9, 2026 at 7:55 AM
i cannot feel any moment of my life.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
it all feels like a blur.
i don’t remember recording any lines of lyrics.
it’s scary.
i don’t like living.
no matter how much music i make, i can’t bare my skin.
January 9, 2026 at 7:52 AM
no matter how much music i make, i can’t bare my skin.
Programming a STUN sniffer to identify the location of people on sites like Omegle and allat.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
January 8, 2026 at 7:18 AM
Programming a STUN sniffer to identify the location of people on sites like Omegle and allat.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
Of course the location is not pinpoint accurate, but my unwillingness to trust people on the internet makes me do this.
At least you have a general location.
Not illegal btw, its all p2p so yeah.
how do i tell people im not who they think i am ?
January 6, 2026 at 8:49 AM
how do i tell people im not who they think i am ?
it’s hours past twelve o’clock
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
January 6, 2026 at 8:48 AM
it’s hours past twelve o’clock
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
i look at pictures of us
and i don’t even know
if i could get much lower
once i drink i cant stop.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
January 5, 2026 at 10:10 AM
once i drink i cant stop.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
i hate myself for it.
i tell myself i wont do it again.
and then i feel fine, and then not fine.
i sleep way too much when i don’t want to.
it’s so hard to get out of bed.
i sleep way too much when i don’t want to.
it’s so hard to get out of bed.
January 5, 2026 at 9:44 AM
and then i feel fine, and then not fine.
i sleep way too much when i don’t want to.
it’s so hard to get out of bed.
i sleep way too much when i don’t want to.
it’s so hard to get out of bed.
i’ll drink if i so damn please.
fuck the meds or whatever.
i hate being personal here.
fuck the meds or whatever.
i hate being personal here.
January 5, 2026 at 9:28 AM
i’ll drink if i so damn please.
fuck the meds or whatever.
i hate being personal here.
fuck the meds or whatever.
i hate being personal here.
i’m supposed to feel good, but i feel worried about my future.
everything’s going well, im meeting this beautiful lady who seems to genuinely care about me, yet im scared.
even when things go great my brain can’t be bothered to feel whole again.
what’s my fucking issue ?
everything’s going well, im meeting this beautiful lady who seems to genuinely care about me, yet im scared.
even when things go great my brain can’t be bothered to feel whole again.
what’s my fucking issue ?
January 5, 2026 at 9:27 AM
i’m supposed to feel good, but i feel worried about my future.
everything’s going well, im meeting this beautiful lady who seems to genuinely care about me, yet im scared.
even when things go great my brain can’t be bothered to feel whole again.
what’s my fucking issue ?
everything’s going well, im meeting this beautiful lady who seems to genuinely care about me, yet im scared.
even when things go great my brain can’t be bothered to feel whole again.
what’s my fucking issue ?
i hate antidepressants.
200000 side effects if not taken exactly right. i’m scared im never getting outta this.
200000 side effects if not taken exactly right. i’m scared im never getting outta this.
January 5, 2026 at 9:25 AM
i hate antidepressants.
200000 side effects if not taken exactly right. i’m scared im never getting outta this.
200000 side effects if not taken exactly right. i’m scared im never getting outta this.
this year is a testament of my desire to be alive.
December 26, 2025 at 10:49 AM
this year is a testament of my desire to be alive.
now i understand the feeling of running out of time in your twenties. still 18 but fuck.
December 22, 2025 at 10:17 PM
now i understand the feeling of running out of time in your twenties. still 18 but fuck.
I be Cplusplusing my code
December 4, 2025 at 5:06 AM
I be Cplusplusing my code
people who fake depression are scum.
December 4, 2025 at 2:30 AM
people who fake depression are scum.