my sense of time is extremely messed up from a combination of me being sick and depression episode 😭

ive had literally so many ppl make fun of me for it to the point where i think abt it literally every time i post a screenshot of something and anticipate a comment on it

this is my brightness as a light mode user. also my phone forces my pull down settings to be dark mode and i hate it. i cant change it but at least i dont have to read a lot of the text often

genuinely the only platform i chose to use dark mode on is youtube, and thats purely on my tv/computer and because 1. i dont usually read lots of text on youtube and 2. i use youtube when im sleeping and cannot change lower brightness on my tv

i will also say i am a little bothered by dark mode becoming standard bc like. so many platforms are now using it and not allowing you to change it, like instagrams recent update making the comments dark mode, even tho my whole phone is set to light

i may just be biased since light text on dark backgrounds fucks up my eyes really badly but i find jt so weird how for ages we as humans have read dark text in light backgrounds yet in recent years a very large amount of people say it hurts their eyes. im so curious why that is

basically i might just design different like. idk how to word it. stages? different versions of him where like one where he's just a straight up seal, the anthro (main) version, and then a more human, kemonomimi style version

specifically a seal sona bc i already have a fursona thats a mantis cat