NonExistent42🏳️‍⚧️
nonexistent42.bsky.social
NonExistent42🏳️‍⚧️
@nonexistent42.bsky.social
Selective mutism/Social anxiety
37
She/her
Diagnosed DID
I sometimes forget they exist for weeks despite the fact that they're on my bed and I sleep next to them. I still don't know how I do it.
October 4, 2025 at 5:37 AM
I just wish I knew how to make friends in the first place
September 27, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Honestly when everything went down, I was waiting for something like this to happen. Maybe not the whole writing on the bullet case but still.
September 11, 2025 at 10:36 PM
I find the difference in skill more obvious when I'm playing rhythm games, where often I'm thinking, how am I even doing this? But I've definitely also felt it while playing fighting games too.
June 28, 2025 at 9:14 AM
Wait, me?
May 29, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I've have so many skin care products, but I find it so hard to use it consistently, partly because sometimes I forget they're there.
April 11, 2025 at 3:38 AM
And I just realized this month is my first anniversary of starting estrogen
March 23, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I got put in for 2 or 3 days voluntarily, and the psychologist, I think, basically said this place probably isn't great for your mental health, and you aren't too much of a risk to yourself, so.
March 19, 2025 at 4:05 AM
Me too, except I don't have online friends either
March 17, 2025 at 5:06 AM
I remember still being shocked even though I suspected.
March 15, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I have a similar issue, but I assume it was a problem before I started on paxil.
March 13, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I can vaguely remember being in middle school or elementary school and wanting to be plural just so I could have someone else get through the day for me. What I didn't think about was that if I was already plural, what I was really wishing was to just not be there all the time.
March 12, 2025 at 10:23 PM
I'm so excited.
March 12, 2025 at 3:41 AM
I hate that people I may have otherwise followed I now feel like I have to block because they call certain ships "illegal".
March 10, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Honestly, I think that it was partially that perception that made it hard to accept I was truly a woman for years, even if logically I knew it was wrong.
March 6, 2025 at 5:20 AM
I just wish I didn't get so stressed out when playing it.
March 4, 2025 at 4:30 AM
I've thought about this for years, though it was because of certain doujin so...
March 4, 2025 at 2:23 AM
I really need to finally watch Utena and Lain, but I love Kingdom Hearts.
March 1, 2025 at 7:15 PM