I want to be a man in girl's clothes. So fucking bad. #thinspo #mascspo #malespo

See it? Do it!

Height: 5' 3"
Zodiac: Cancer
Smoke: no
Piercings: I want a bunch
Tattoos: Non yet
Fav color: purple
Fave drink: Blue raspberry ice energy.
Fav food: raspberries
Eye color: black-brown
Weakness: Extremely disorganized

I ask someone for help with the computer. They get really angry they can't solve my issues and they start taking it out on me, but they also refuse to give up. So now I'm stuck in this situation where I have to act grateful while someone snaps at me for I don't know what.

Like I'll say "Please don't comment on what I eat," and then they think I said "If you don't get me sugary food you're responsible for my poor mental health." That's not even close to what I said... I don't think it's worth trying to get them to understand at this point.

One half of my life is daydreaming and the other is just dread.

One person gets irritated and then I absorb the vibes, like can you calm down. I feel bad complaining, but pls.

I'm trying to get my computer going so I can distract myself with stupid little games but it's taking goddamn days.

Here is my tracker thingy. I'll make this into a 🧵. "Happy" n e w y e a r s...

All I can do now is scream so much anxiety

This is like a count down to doom. stupid holiday stupid holiday I'm going fixate on being a new me and then drown in my imperfections It has to be perfect

New years... it's coming and it's stressing me the fuck out. Not another year please.

It’s been one of those weeks 😞

I already lost this w8. I hates it here. Curse the urge to binge.

I am new here. I eat disorderly and that's not good I guess, but what evs.
I am getting my under wheres in bunches over new years because I want to be a new me. And just like every year, I suspect I'll fail.