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Being the smallest had always sucked... Then all of a sudden I wasn't anymore. I was just the smallest of the strongest part of the tribe. #TheGoofball
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- for a little extra privacy while we waited. I lifted her hand and kissed her before letting go to let her explore freely.
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- for a little extra privacy while we waited. I lifted her hand and kissed her before letting go to let her explore freely.
Brady would just move them any chance he had to try and break me out of my rigid habits. Books were stacked on shelves, organised by topic and alphabetically by author.
“All my nerdiness is on full display for your viewing pleasure, Dr Jenkins.” I kissed her cheek and closed the door behind us -
“All my nerdiness is on full display for your viewing pleasure, Dr Jenkins.” I kissed her cheek and closed the door behind us -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
Brady would just move them any chance he had to try and break me out of my rigid habits. Books were stacked on shelves, organised by topic and alphabetically by author.
“All my nerdiness is on full display for your viewing pleasure, Dr Jenkins.” I kissed her cheek and closed the door behind us -
“All my nerdiness is on full display for your viewing pleasure, Dr Jenkins.” I kissed her cheek and closed the door behind us -
- an inch. My math competition trophy sat on a shelf next to a few student awards and my graduation photo. There were photos stuck to the wall randomly all over the room…. This was only because I got tired of reorganising them neatly. After all, Brady with move them any chance he had to try and -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- an inch. My math competition trophy sat on a shelf next to a few student awards and my graduation photo. There were photos stuck to the wall randomly all over the room…. This was only because I got tired of reorganising them neatly. After all, Brady with move them any chance he had to try and -
- with the Black family totem and the other with the Littleseatotem. They were carved by my uncle and turned into lamps by Quil Ateara IV. Right now they sat on either side og my bed at my own place. There was a corkboard with dozens of stair plans and ideas with measurements noted to an eighth of -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- with the Black family totem and the other with the Littleseatotem. They were carved by my uncle and turned into lamps by Quil Ateara IV. Right now they sat on either side og my bed at my own place. There was a corkboard with dozens of stair plans and ideas with measurements noted to an eighth of -
- worked on and changed for years and years, it was a vision of the home I wanted to become my forever home… No matter how long I worked on it or planned it… It never felt finished.
Above my bed, a dreamcatcher Jacob had made for me, there used to be two table lamps in the bedside tables, one -
Above my bed, a dreamcatcher Jacob had made for me, there used to be two table lamps in the bedside tables, one -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- worked on and changed for years and years, it was a vision of the home I wanted to become my forever home… No matter how long I worked on it or planned it… It never felt finished.
Above my bed, a dreamcatcher Jacob had made for me, there used to be two table lamps in the bedside tables, one -
Above my bed, a dreamcatcher Jacob had made for me, there used to be two table lamps in the bedside tables, one -
- small windows. “I used to have bunk beds in here for Brady, and my cousin stayed over so much… but after my 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓌𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝓅𝓊𝓇𝓉 I needed something bigger.” There was a desk in one corner that was more like a drafting desk than a writing desk, but I had used it as both. Above it was a sketch, one I had -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- small windows. “I used to have bunk beds in here for Brady, and my cousin stayed over so much… but after my 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓌𝓉𝒽 𝓈𝓅𝓊𝓇𝓉 I needed something bigger.” There was a desk in one corner that was more like a drafting desk than a writing desk, but I had used it as both. Above it was a sketch, one I had -
- room.” I opened the door, still not releasing her hand as I led her inside.
The room was tidy… and pretty much the same as I had left it when I moved out, only it was clear.
Mom came in here to dust regularly because it was spotless. There was a large double bed in the middle between two .
The room was tidy… and pretty much the same as I had left it when I moved out, only it was clear.
Mom came in here to dust regularly because it was spotless. There was a large double bed in the middle between two .
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- room.” I opened the door, still not releasing her hand as I led her inside.
The room was tidy… and pretty much the same as I had left it when I moved out, only it was clear.
Mom came in here to dust regularly because it was spotless. There was a large double bed in the middle between two .
The room was tidy… and pretty much the same as I had left it when I moved out, only it was clear.
Mom came in here to dust regularly because it was spotless. There was a large double bed in the middle between two .
I pointed out the bathroom door just in case she needed it later on in the evening. And this one is my room. The door marked with the beadwork medicine wheel my mother had made for me when I was a baby, and the one with my early carvings of a wolf I had made after my first phase. “This one is my -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
I pointed out the bathroom door just in case she needed it later on in the evening. And this one is my room. The door marked with the beadwork medicine wheel my mother had made for me when I was a baby, and the one with my early carvings of a wolf I had made after my first phase. “This one is my -
- flame. “She looked like me a lot more when she was little… but we aren’t as alike now,” I explained why she was like a mini, identical me with longer hair in the photo, and the photo next to it was one I took before she left for college. “She’s all grown up now…” I chuckled. “Mostly.” -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- flame. “She looked like me a lot more when she was little… but we aren’t as alike now,” I explained why she was like a mini, identical me with longer hair in the photo, and the photo next to it was one I took before she left for college. “She’s all grown up now…” I chuckled. “Mostly.” -
- and down the hallway that was full of family photos, some taken by me and others taken by my parents.
I stopped and pointed to a photo of Ana and me sitting on a hospital bed, while I tried to coax my two-year-old sister to blow out the candle; although she was far more determined to touch the -
I stopped and pointed to a photo of Ana and me sitting on a hospital bed, while I tried to coax my two-year-old sister to blow out the candle; although she was far more determined to touch the -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
- and down the hallway that was full of family photos, some taken by me and others taken by my parents.
I stopped and pointed to a photo of Ana and me sitting on a hospital bed, while I tried to coax my two-year-old sister to blow out the candle; although she was far more determined to touch the -
I stopped and pointed to a photo of Ana and me sitting on a hospital bed, while I tried to coax my two-year-old sister to blow out the candle; although she was far more determined to touch the -
I smiled… for once, this was an exciting prospect… not that I had a lot of experience with bringing girls… well, women now… home to meet my parents. But I knew that Harper would be different… she appreciated my quirks and random obsessions. I took her hand gently and led her from the living room -
November 17, 2025 at 1:54 AM
I smiled… for once, this was an exciting prospect… not that I had a lot of experience with bringing girls… well, women now… home to meet my parents. But I knew that Harper would be different… she appreciated my quirks and random obsessions. I took her hand gently and led her from the living room -
- feel the need to hide that side of me. In fact, it was the first time in my life that I was ever excited to show all those pieces of my past to anyone.
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
- feel the need to hide that side of me. In fact, it was the first time in my life that I was ever excited to show all those pieces of my past to anyone.
- just be a few more minutes, and I should keep our lovely guest entertained. “How about I take you on the grand tour? If you think the unimaginable nerdiness of my childhood bedroom won’t send you running for the hills.” I grinned because it was the first time ever with a woman… that I didn’t -
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
- just be a few more minutes, and I should keep our lovely guest entertained. “How about I take you on the grand tour? If you think the unimaginable nerdiness of my childhood bedroom won’t send you running for the hills.” I grinned because it was the first time ever with a woman… that I didn’t -
- at her, when she was distracted by something else?
“They really like you. I can just see how comfortable they feel with you already. And I know it will just keep growing.” I kissed her temple, the feeling of closeness with her compelling me to do so. Mom called from the kitchen, that it would -
“They really like you. I can just see how comfortable they feel with you already. And I know it will just keep growing.” I kissed her temple, the feeling of closeness with her compelling me to do so. Mom called from the kitchen, that it would -
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
- at her, when she was distracted by something else?
“They really like you. I can just see how comfortable they feel with you already. And I know it will just keep growing.” I kissed her temple, the feeling of closeness with her compelling me to do so. Mom called from the kitchen, that it would -
“They really like you. I can just see how comfortable they feel with you already. And I know it will just keep growing.” I kissed her temple, the feeling of closeness with her compelling me to do so. Mom called from the kitchen, that it would -
- choices. And bringing you here… one of my best.” I watched her interact with Nova while I could hear Mom and Dad whispering about how sweet she was, and Mom gushing about the way we looked at each other when the other one wasn’t looking. It made me blush…
Harper looked at me the way I looked -
Harper looked at me the way I looked -
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
- choices. And bringing you here… one of my best.” I watched her interact with Nova while I could hear Mom and Dad whispering about how sweet she was, and Mom gushing about the way we looked at each other when the other one wasn’t looking. It made me blush…
Harper looked at me the way I looked -
Harper looked at me the way I looked -
- desire to be in contact with her still thrumming through me.
“I have made a few questionable choices in the past… so I can’t blame them.” I set my glass down and swept her hair back over her shoulder. “But this… I have zero doubts. I know that you and I together… we can make all the right -
“I have made a few questionable choices in the past… so I can’t blame them.” I set my glass down and swept her hair back over her shoulder. “But this… I have zero doubts. I know that you and I together… we can make all the right -
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
- desire to be in contact with her still thrumming through me.
“I have made a few questionable choices in the past… so I can’t blame them.” I set my glass down and swept her hair back over her shoulder. “But this… I have zero doubts. I know that you and I together… we can make all the right -
“I have made a few questionable choices in the past… so I can’t blame them.” I set my glass down and swept her hair back over her shoulder. “But this… I have zero doubts. I know that you and I together… we can make all the right -
I smiled as she lifted her hand, and I kissed the back of it with a chuckle. “How am I supposed to know if you are using your surgeon's super skills to keep your hand steady or not?” I teased. I kept her hand in mine until she took it to give Nova her affection. I set my free hand on her knee, the -
October 5, 2025 at 11:13 PM
I smiled as she lifted her hand, and I kissed the back of it with a chuckle. “How am I supposed to know if you are using your surgeon's super skills to keep your hand steady or not?” I teased. I kept her hand in mine until she took it to give Nova her affection. I set my free hand on her knee, the -
- doing? Not coming on too strong, are we?” I teased… “Because Mom… she is… extra… to quote Ana. But we love her exactly how she is.”
September 17, 2025 at 11:44 PM
- doing? Not coming on too strong, are we?” I teased… “Because Mom… she is… extra… to quote Ana. But we love her exactly how she is.”
- keep our lovely guest entertained… Dad gave me a wink, but stopped himself from making a suggestive joke. I would thank him later.
I moved from standing next to Harper to the seat where Mom had been. “So…” I smiled, kissing her cheek and reaching down to pet Nova at the same time. “How are we -
I moved from standing next to Harper to the seat where Mom had been. “So…” I smiled, kissing her cheek and reaching down to pet Nova at the same time. “How are we -
September 17, 2025 at 11:44 PM
- keep our lovely guest entertained… Dad gave me a wink, but stopped himself from making a suggestive joke. I would thank him later.
I moved from standing next to Harper to the seat where Mom had been. “So…” I smiled, kissing her cheek and reaching down to pet Nova at the same time. “How are we -
I moved from standing next to Harper to the seat where Mom had been. “So…” I smiled, kissing her cheek and reaching down to pet Nova at the same time. “How are we -
- from The Creator, then I don’t know what is.’
The timer beeped in the kitchen, and Mom's head tilted at the same time as Nova’s, making me and Dad laugh. ‘Oh… almost dinner time! Come along now, husband, and give me a hand serving.’ She hopped up. I offered to help, but she told me to stay and -
The timer beeped in the kitchen, and Mom's head tilted at the same time as Nova’s, making me and Dad laugh. ‘Oh… almost dinner time! Come along now, husband, and give me a hand serving.’ She hopped up. I offered to help, but she told me to stay and -
September 17, 2025 at 11:44 PM
- from The Creator, then I don’t know what is.’
The timer beeped in the kitchen, and Mom's head tilted at the same time as Nova’s, making me and Dad laugh. ‘Oh… almost dinner time! Come along now, husband, and give me a hand serving.’ She hopped up. I offered to help, but she told me to stay and -
The timer beeped in the kitchen, and Mom's head tilted at the same time as Nova’s, making me and Dad laugh. ‘Oh… almost dinner time! Come along now, husband, and give me a hand serving.’ She hopped up. I offered to help, but she told me to stay and -