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Save me from being lazy, pls
🚫AI
Save me from being lazy, pls
Cried a lot today, all the answers from the one who is keeping me alive are "no"
Sometimes I wonder do they even love me and respect my choice. I think they don't, after all, Im not sure if thats my guardian or a spirit that feeds on my pains
Sometimes I wonder do they even love me and respect my choice. I think they don't, after all, Im not sure if thats my guardian or a spirit that feeds on my pains
December 18, 2025 at 2:07 PM
Cried a lot today, all the answers from the one who is keeping me alive are "no"
Sometimes I wonder do they even love me and respect my choice. I think they don't, after all, Im not sure if thats my guardian or a spirit that feeds on my pains
Sometimes I wonder do they even love me and respect my choice. I think they don't, after all, Im not sure if thats my guardian or a spirit that feeds on my pains
I lost er not very long time after that, we are no more connected
No more family zone emotional support
No more family zone emotional support
December 12, 2025 at 6:59 PM
I lost er not very long time after that, we are no more connected
No more family zone emotional support
No more family zone emotional support
I will feel very grateful if anyone could lead me to my last sleep
December 12, 2025 at 6:52 PM
I will feel very grateful if anyone could lead me to my last sleep
Its wrong to be born in this world.
I regret that I live
I regret that I live
December 12, 2025 at 6:50 PM
Its wrong to be born in this world.
I regret that I live
I regret that I live
Might I have a quick and painfuless dead
December 12, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Might I have a quick and painfuless dead
Cant wait to be dead already
December 12, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Cant wait to be dead already
I... I am no longer want to stay in this world
December 12, 2025 at 6:48 PM
I... I am no longer want to stay in this world
Is it what it is? Like the ppl say? Next year gonna be so dangerous that I might die???
December 12, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Is it what it is? Like the ppl say? Next year gonna be so dangerous that I might die???
I want to die so much
December 12, 2025 at 6:47 PM
I want to die so much
Dear fate, please let me go
December 10, 2025 at 7:14 PM
Dear fate, please let me go
Having weak mentality, Im not strong enough for this world. I realizes it long long time ago, so I tried to log out, but some how still manage till today.
Im drained
Im drained
December 10, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Having weak mentality, Im not strong enough for this world. I realizes it long long time ago, so I tried to log out, but some how still manage till today.
Im drained
Im drained
I never think about dead lightly
All my decisions is carefully made, I care about pass away as much as I care about live on.
All my decisions is carefully made, I care about pass away as much as I care about live on.
December 10, 2025 at 7:11 PM
I never think about dead lightly
All my decisions is carefully made, I care about pass away as much as I care about live on.
All my decisions is carefully made, I care about pass away as much as I care about live on.
So maybe this time, as I wont do it directly, I can finally feel my eternal peace?
December 10, 2025 at 7:09 PM
So maybe this time, as I wont do it directly, I can finally feel my eternal peace?
They said its gonna be so bad that they have to give me a special amulet but I think Imma put it away, so anything want get my life can have a chance to do so.
I killed ms several time be4, but nothing works
I killed ms several time be4, but nothing works
December 10, 2025 at 7:08 PM
They said its gonna be so bad that they have to give me a special amulet but I think Imma put it away, so anything want get my life can have a chance to do so.
I killed ms several time be4, but nothing works
I killed ms several time be4, but nothing works
According to the horoscope, next year gonna be my bad year, which means it will do a lot of damage in both my physical and meantal health, so I think I will take this chance
December 10, 2025 at 7:05 PM
According to the horoscope, next year gonna be my bad year, which means it will do a lot of damage in both my physical and meantal health, so I think I will take this chance
I mean... Im suffering quite a long time till now, and my mind is tired already
December 10, 2025 at 7:03 PM
I mean... Im suffering quite a long time till now, and my mind is tired already
I have 2 sides ahh moment
December 9, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I have 2 sides ahh moment
Jokes on me I drew this and this one in the same time, its just gege one finished first
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December 9, 2025 at 2:33 AM
Jokes on me I drew this and this one in the same time, its just gege one finished first
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