I want to be someone who can trust that they aren't overreacting. I want to be someone who isn't overly emotional. I want to be someone who can stand up for themselves. I want to be someone who isn't jealous of everything. I want to be someone who doesn't fall too easily. I want to be someone else.

I want the sadness to go away. I want the agony to go away. I want the fear to go away. I want my weaknesses to go away. I want my scars to go away. I want my trama to go away.

I want everything to end. I want the responsibilities to end. I want the pain to end. I want the depression to end. I want the nightmares to end. I want the anger to end. I want my life to end. I want it all to go away. I want the pain to go away.

I wish my brain would stop.
I wish it would stop seeing the bad. I wish it would stop picking fights. I wish it would leave me alone instead of tearing me apart. It directs my every fear, every flaw, every weakness. I wish the darkness would go away, I wish the thoughts would stop.