[6/3, 11:43 PM] : "Satu hal yang aku ga bisa sebenernya"
[6/3, 11:43 PM] : "Ditinggalin kamu"

What a fucking bullshit.

For everyone that hated me and wished me to be dead

Thanks in advance ❤

Back when I was a kid, i wish i was immortal, it would be cool to have power like that.

When i grew up, every single day, i always wished I could die ASAP.

Every time I tried to be positive, every time i tried my best to make sure that my life would be okay, everything would be fine, I could get through all of this, when everything seems a little bit better, all of those shits turn upside down real quick.
Like, can it get any worse than this?

Semakin ke sini rasanya kehidupan semakin berat, sedangkan diri ini semakin lama semakin lemah.
Semakin bertanya-tanya, berapa lama lagi diri ini dapat bertahan.

One day i may die without saying goodbye to you but i will never forget to say thank you because you have given me one of the best loveliest friendships.

Dudes be saying "fuck love" but all they wanted was someone "who truly loved them".

Effort bisa hilang karena ga ada feedback.
Sabar bisa hilang karena selalu disepelein.
Tulus bisa hilang karena ga ada perhatian.
Sibuk itu ga ada, semua tergantung prioritas.

I hope beautiful things happen to you and when they do, i hope you can believe that you are worthy of every single one of them.

Mood swings between "It's okay, i don't care. I'm fine." To "I don't know how much more i can take..." Getting kinda hard lately.

"Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one's head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace. "

– Oscar Wilde

Kalo dipikir-pikir lagi, kehidupan ini sepi.
Manusia pada akhirnya cuma punya dirinya sendiri.
Kita berjalan di jalur kita masing-masing.
Tidak ada yang menetap untuk selama-lamanya.
Kehidupan mungkin ramai, tapi di waktu yang sama sangatlah sepi.

Capek capek nata tulisan, ternyata yang berantakan malah pikiran

The flower is dead, slowly rotting away
Every drip of water is dried, then got thrown away

The vase is broken, couldn't handle the pressure
Couldn't be fixed, the dirt got mixed, everything got messed

Flooded by feelings, can't arrange my things.

Dunia ini memang banyak orang, berbagai macam sifat dan karakteristiknya. Tapi saya sendirian.

Pada akhirnya, semua yang dimulai akan berakhir. Bisa itu akhir bahagia nan indah, bisa juga akhir sedih hingga sengsara. Kembali lagi kepada rute yang kita ambil masing-masing dan cara kita dalam meresponnya.

It's okay to feel tired and it's okay to be tired.
The thing that matters is that you've tried.
.
.
.
But in the end, you need to wake up and prepare to be disappointed once again.