nu11
@nu11-chiptune.bsky.social
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A chiptune musician that uses FamiTracker. nu11.bandcamp.com https://boosty.to/nu11_ft
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I've made a compilation album featuring FamiTracker songs I've previously released during 2018-2025, you can get it on bandcamp, source files are included in the download:
nu11.bandcamp.com/album/famitr...

#chiptune #8-bit #famitracker #multichip
FamiTracker Works, by nu11
8 track album
nu11.bandcamp.com
nu11-chiptune.bsky.social
I'm back home now and went back to work. My left shoulder still haven't fully healed yet and sometimes i feel tension or pain, but i think that eventually I can fully recover. On a side note, i have to take SSRI for at least 6 months, still don't know if I'll be able to properly get off it later.
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It's been two weeks since I've been in a psych hospital, i do feel much better and my arm is getting better as well as I'm getting treatment and doing small exercises. Don't know how much longer i'll have to be there though, probably two more weeks.
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I found out the hard way that hitting the gym after 30 is vital. I was always very skinny and my body started to fall apart after 30 because i wasn't doing even basic exercises in the morning and was sitting either at work or in front of my pc all day.
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A view from my bed in hospital
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This psych hospital is where i will spend next 3 or 4 weeks. My left shoulder got better, but i should avoid moving my left arm too much and can't lift anything heavy with it of course. My brain just couldn't handle all the pressure i put on myself, thats why im here, i hope i can recover asap.
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I cant really write up an entire timeline of everything right now on my phone while im at a hospital, i need to wait until I'm allowed to leave based on my mental state guess.
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I dont even wear the bandage anymore, i have to use my left arm, just have to be very very careful with how i move it and avoid lifting anything heavier than 0.5kg with it. Still cant raise it up or extend it, too early.
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The things that made me go to a psych hospital were absolutely horrible panic attacks where i was thinking that i broke another shoulder, and the day after when i had to had to use my left arm too much and the pain or fear of feeling pain probably struck me in sleep even after taking sleeping pills
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I ended up not being to sleep for 6 days, i was scared to fall asleep and if i did would wake up from either shoulder pain, knee pain, or sudden feeling of anxiety, i did take painlillers before going to sleep and they didn't help, so perhaps it was both physical and psychological.
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It didn't began right after shoulder injury, I did reach to an Orthoped and she gave me treatment. Everythjng began after i got some infection on my midlle fingernail, and something also happened to my knees due to the trauma years prior, it was painful to walk, i could feel pain when sleeping
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My last post wasn't me asking for help anymore. I already got so much help from all you, it's more than enough. right now i need to try to recover as soon as i can, the doctors are going to give me proper medication so i can recover, even if not fully, but i'll try to be optimistic. Thank you!
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According to her words at least. I've done most of the treatment for my shoulder since then with exception of taking special shots and it has gotten better, its not as painful as it was, especially when im relaxed and not panicking
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I'll write up a detailed explanation of everything that has happened when i can. The psychiatrist is telling me left that i was overreacting and made myself believe that everything is horrible and falling apart, when i could've stayed calm and just endure the pain that's supposed to be normal.
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Gotta say, my left shoulder is the least of my problems now, i can my use my left arm to some extent, just feel pain if i move it roo much.
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I will spend a few weeks in a psychiatric hospital until they figure out my treatment and hopefully can help me
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Due to a sudden unfortunate chain of events that began after my shoulder injury, something happened to me, lt's a creeping strangling feeling around my neck, that culminates in me screaming in fear. it feels extremely scary and painful to the point where i can't breathe
#Chiptune #Help
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Im better now, will have to stay in a hospital for 2 weeks or more before they figure out my medication
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I want to sleep so goddamn much, i even tried to just fall asleep slightly and i felt a glimpse of this happening again.
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I had a severe panic attack as I was falling asleep. I will go to a psychiatrist in the morning, some of my relatives are going to stay with me until then.
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Sorry for how bleak this is. My life feels like hell right now. My mother at least should be able to visit me and help soon, thats my only hope.
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I want to say more, but it physically hurts to type this on my phone with one hand, using only one finger, and my middle finger being bandaged. Ill try to continue later.
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I got my middle finger fingernail infected because i couldnt wash my hands properly, and his place was dirty. Thats also where i have accidentally hurt my knee.
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I have been taking painkillers every single day since my bsky post. I tried to move to my fathers place to live with him for a while ever since that, ive only been at that place for 2 days and went back home, i only made it worse for myself because of going there in first place.
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I havent had a single normal sleep for more than two hours since my first post about asking for help. Its a combination of gerd, knee pain and shoulder pain when i move around during sleep. Today i woke up from sudden pain because i probably moved my shoulder too much in my sleep.