What Lurks in the Woods
@occultcanid.bsky.social
The way through the walls for a canidshape nectar-long. Emanations of my work, my desires, and my frustrations live here.
22 | xe/it/??? | ☉∇
22 | xe/it/??? | ☉∇
i just feel so unlovable. it's so easy to get the attention of humans who will never completely understand me and yet every animal i meet seems to run from real intimacy with me. what is it about me that's so revolting?
January 10, 2026 at 8:26 PM
i just feel so unlovable. it's so easy to get the attention of humans who will never completely understand me and yet every animal i meet seems to run from real intimacy with me. what is it about me that's so revolting?
having a lot of insecurity and anxiety about the pack. whether im actually wanted there, whether those relationships have any real meaning. am i just the little sibling being given pity
January 10, 2026 at 7:36 PM
having a lot of insecurity and anxiety about the pack. whether im actually wanted there, whether those relationships have any real meaning. am i just the little sibling being given pity
good lord im sick of my shit. im sick of the ball of jealousy and resentment and compulsion. im so ready to be free of it and i wish folks would give me more of a chance.
January 10, 2026 at 9:47 AM
good lord im sick of my shit. im sick of the ball of jealousy and resentment and compulsion. im so ready to be free of it and i wish folks would give me more of a chance.
god i just cannot seem to manage my jealousy. i get jealous of things that aren't even real, that i know nothing of.
December 31, 2025 at 10:43 PM
god i just cannot seem to manage my jealousy. i get jealous of things that aren't even real, that i know nothing of.
"you never can hide what you've done from the eyes of notre dame" look we have an aesthetic understanding of the Watchman and i need you to understand he Sees What You're Doing.
November 21, 2025 at 2:58 AM
"you never can hide what you've done from the eyes of notre dame" look we have an aesthetic understanding of the Watchman and i need you to understand he Sees What You're Doing.
i really cannot wait to better understand The Chandler in the next game, a newly birthed god does things to our head
November 9, 2025 at 8:00 AM
i really cannot wait to better understand The Chandler in the next game, a newly birthed god does things to our head
what more could i possibly do. i have communicated so fucking clearly and this is what i get
November 8, 2025 at 10:14 PM
what more could i possibly do. i have communicated so fucking clearly and this is what i get
i dont want to move on from this. i dont want to have to build up friends from fucking scratch again. i genuinely think id rather just give up.
November 8, 2025 at 10:05 PM
i dont want to move on from this. i dont want to have to build up friends from fucking scratch again. i genuinely think id rather just give up.
yeah you're gettin sanded
November 8, 2025 at 2:34 AM
yeah you're gettin sanded
there is a sort of ethereal world-burning euphoria and ambition that i can recreate with certain albums, certain memories, and to my great and terrible detriment, certain other critters.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
November 7, 2025 at 9:52 PM
there is a sort of ethereal world-burning euphoria and ambition that i can recreate with certain albums, certain memories, and to my great and terrible detriment, certain other critters.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
the fire will keep burning until it is sated. i do not know what it wants. it is starved.
good god i am tearing apart at the seams. why does there have to be this terrible fire. it is stripping me raw.
November 7, 2025 at 9:41 PM
good god i am tearing apart at the seams. why does there have to be this terrible fire. it is stripping me raw.
i cant even imagine a future for myself anymore. no one sees these so what's even the point of venting. i should quit being a fucking coward and kill myself
November 6, 2025 at 10:07 PM
i cant even imagine a future for myself anymore. no one sees these so what's even the point of venting. i should quit being a fucking coward and kill myself
i am so fucking sick of trying to build community i dont fucking have. i am sick of thinking about poly dynamics and yet somehow not able to be a part of them. i am sick of feeling completely outcast and extricated with no explanation for it.
November 6, 2025 at 10:00 PM
i am so fucking sick of trying to build community i dont fucking have. i am sick of thinking about poly dynamics and yet somehow not able to be a part of them. i am sick of feeling completely outcast and extricated with no explanation for it.
nothing is right nothing is right. everything has fallen apart. everything i dreamed about is gone. i will be a shell whose highest aspirations will be to give others what i will never have
November 6, 2025 at 9:51 PM
nothing is right nothing is right. everything has fallen apart. everything i dreamed about is gone. i will be a shell whose highest aspirations will be to give others what i will never have
cerberus triformis
November 6, 2025 at 4:11 PM
cerberus triformis
perhaps mortified for my spiritual actions tonight. invited a hunt against me and think Azriel will be Very Displeased. we will fight and Icarus will decided lol.
November 6, 2025 at 7:52 AM
perhaps mortified for my spiritual actions tonight. invited a hunt against me and think Azriel will be Very Displeased. we will fight and Icarus will decided lol.
desperately clawing to something we never had
November 6, 2025 at 7:51 AM
desperately clawing to something we never had
furry music makes me wanna blow my fucking head off sometimes. i am so envious of the potential to create and it's maddening
November 2, 2025 at 7:50 PM
furry music makes me wanna blow my fucking head off sometimes. i am so envious of the potential to create and it's maddening
so insane and a little jealous/envious. want to Make.
November 2, 2025 at 3:06 AM
so insane and a little jealous/envious. want to Make.
holy shit i do not like being cooped up
November 2, 2025 at 3:06 AM
holy shit i do not like being cooped up
The Wolf's Shadow has embraced us. The Corrivality is ending, and with it the world's fuel will falter. We will be safe only in the City of Shadow.
September 13, 2025 at 3:29 AM
The Wolf's Shadow has embraced us. The Corrivality is ending, and with it the world's fuel will falter. We will be safe only in the City of Shadow.
bully who's making fun of the emo kid for all his increasingly turned mannerisms. eventually gets sufficiently homoerotic and realizes that one of the first things that turned was his sheath
August 14, 2025 at 4:29 AM
bully who's making fun of the emo kid for all his increasingly turned mannerisms. eventually gets sufficiently homoerotic and realizes that one of the first things that turned was his sheath
let me rip your soul from its vessel. watching it expires gives me life like no other
August 3, 2025 at 8:00 PM
let me rip your soul from its vessel. watching it expires gives me life like no other
need to hilt into a creature until it cries. need to press at it and tear at it. need there to be nothing left when im done.
August 3, 2025 at 6:49 PM
need to hilt into a creature until it cries. need to press at it and tear at it. need there to be nothing left when im done.
> handler trying to get more into hypno
> sends me an audio file, only half reads the description
> thinks it was to make me less bratty
> was actually to make me more bratty
lol. lmao even.
> sends me an audio file, only half reads the description
> thinks it was to make me less bratty
> was actually to make me more bratty
lol. lmao even.
August 1, 2025 at 1:06 AM
> handler trying to get more into hypno
> sends me an audio file, only half reads the description
> thinks it was to make me less bratty
> was actually to make me more bratty
lol. lmao even.
> sends me an audio file, only half reads the description
> thinks it was to make me less bratty
> was actually to make me more bratty
lol. lmao even.