AND KONAMI WONT IMPORT RUSH!!!!!!!

omg wait that's so exciting!!!!!!! where are you moving to ?!?!? we gotta hang (discord me ofc)

i will gladly cook u anything u want if you come here 💖

it also helps a lot with my heart condition, funnily enough!

and yes, i have a portable pocket kitchen scale i take with me everywhere. if we go to kbbq everything is being weighed and logged EVEN IF it's a "cheat day" where i can eat whatever because i still need to know how much i'm overeating by

i have to meticulously plan any days i go out with friends. everything i eat is weighed to the gram. i drink so much water/0cal shit just to stem the hunger. you get used to missing out on stuff bc you dont have "cal allowance"

i got into coffee bc it's an appetite suppressant

i've made my "cut off" date my birthday, which is in 3 months

whatever weight i end up at that time i will maintain for the next year before attempting any round of weight loss (if any) ever again

i've been on my diet since mid-jan of this year. a full year of cutting is BRUTAL

THERE’S MORE?????

there’s a giant mushroom on the back too i wish i could take a pic 🙂‍↕️ it’s soooo cute

busting out the aegisub again after 6 months of break felt like returning to a toxic relationship but it's okay because it's for my toxic yuri 💅