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@ofrotandregret.bsky.social
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@ofrotandregret.bsky.social
· Feb 1
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Disordered eating
DNF - fatphobes / bigots / minors
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Any pronouns
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Disordered eating
DNF - fatphobes / bigots / minors
Enough about my personal shit. I am aiming to lose 40 lbs in 2026. That's like a normal goal right? I should be able to right!?
December 28, 2025 at 8:21 PM
Enough about my personal shit. I am aiming to lose 40 lbs in 2026. That's like a normal goal right? I should be able to right!?
Until this shit kills me I do want to start a little business but idk. It's going to take time and the biggest hurdle is going to be talking to people
December 28, 2025 at 8:18 PM
Until this shit kills me I do want to start a little business but idk. It's going to take time and the biggest hurdle is going to be talking to people
Without going into detail... I have an infection so Im currently weighing my options and calculating my numbers and the "just let it happen" solution is winning so far
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December 28, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Without going into detail... I have an infection so Im currently weighing my options and calculating my numbers and the "just let it happen" solution is winning so far
I've gained so much weight. I know others can see it too. God someone kill me
December 27, 2025 at 3:43 PM
I've gained so much weight. I know others can see it too. God someone kill me
I feel like a tamal 😭
December 26, 2025 at 1:29 AM
I feel like a tamal 😭
Why do we have to make so much food?
December 23, 2025 at 11:31 PM
Why do we have to make so much food?
2026 goals
Teach myself everything my mom didn't taught me and still refuses to teach me (and then gets mad I dont know shit)
Teach myself everything my mom didn't taught me and still refuses to teach me (and then gets mad I dont know shit)
December 23, 2025 at 6:53 PM
2026 goals
Teach myself everything my mom didn't taught me and still refuses to teach me (and then gets mad I dont know shit)
Teach myself everything my mom didn't taught me and still refuses to teach me (and then gets mad I dont know shit)
The guilt when you don't remember anything from an hour ago and can't help a costumer fuck
Someone kill me 😭
Someone kill me 😭
December 21, 2025 at 1:22 AM
The guilt when you don't remember anything from an hour ago and can't help a costumer fuck
Someone kill me 😭
Someone kill me 😭
My throat feels raspy :/
December 20, 2025 at 9:30 PM
My throat feels raspy :/
What if I just say fuck it and sh so bad all over my body. My neck, my face, my hands. Who's stopping me
December 18, 2025 at 6:41 PM
What if I just say fuck it and sh so bad all over my body. My neck, my face, my hands. Who's stopping me
Sad and scared for the future
December 18, 2025 at 6:37 PM
Sad and scared for the future
No one in my family is political so right now it's just me losing hair. When I try to update them on something they just say "hm". Can we be a little serious rn. My head hurts
December 17, 2025 at 3:35 AM
No one in my family is political so right now it's just me losing hair. When I try to update them on something they just say "hm". Can we be a little serious rn. My head hurts
Adding a little journal for weight loss into my ecosystem
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December 16, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Adding a little journal for weight loss into my ecosystem
I deserve to be hurt
December 16, 2025 at 5:02 AM
I deserve to be hurt
Fighting for my life in the bathroom
December 15, 2025 at 4:44 PM
Fighting for my life in the bathroom
I think someone should kill me imo
December 15, 2025 at 6:46 AM
I think someone should kill me imo
Another day of wanting to die and feeling depressed 👍
December 13, 2025 at 9:34 PM
Another day of wanting to die and feeling depressed 👍
Those new released photos make me want to vomit and they're so triggering
December 12, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Those new released photos make me want to vomit and they're so triggering
Tried to tell a story and got ignored. Never doing that again 😭
December 10, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Tried to tell a story and got ignored. Never doing that again 😭
How to set boundaries with people no borax no glue
December 10, 2025 at 5:19 AM
How to set boundaries with people no borax no glue
To try one last more time with a better plan or to just kill myself
That is the real question
That is the real question
December 10, 2025 at 4:59 AM
To try one last more time with a better plan or to just kill myself
That is the real question
That is the real question
Anyone else feels super embarrassed having food in public ?
December 9, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Anyone else feels super embarrassed having food in public ?
God I'm so fucking depressed
December 8, 2025 at 11:33 PM
God I'm so fucking depressed
I went to sleep at 9:30ish and feel so much better and today I get to drink coffee :3
December 6, 2025 at 1:37 PM
I went to sleep at 9:30ish and feel so much better and today I get to drink coffee :3
I feel like I just got hit by a train but I have no fever I just feel so sleepy. I don't even have the power to research rn
December 6, 2025 at 12:13 AM
I feel like I just got hit by a train but I have no fever I just feel so sleepy. I don't even have the power to research rn