Lexi Vargas
@ofsoftthorns.bsky.social
When your world shatters not too many people will be there to pick you up from it. Make sure you take notice of who is by your side when you feel completely alone 21+ RP #SOA #MayansMC
- see me. Even with the company I made sure E. was right by me, holding my hand the entire time.]
November 29, 2025 at 7:10 PM
- see me. Even with the company I made sure E. was right by me, holding my hand the entire time.]
- that wouldn’t allow it.” I looked around and he was right his wife was with him. Opie was with him and so was Nan. Papa‘s words were sweet “I told you I would find a way. I did now let’s get you inside so you can lay down.” I was carried in the house and settled on the couch before anyone could -
November 29, 2025 at 7:10 PM
- that wouldn’t allow it.” I looked around and he was right his wife was with him. Opie was with him and so was Nan. Papa‘s words were sweet “I told you I would find a way. I did now let’s get you inside so you can lay down.” I was carried in the house and settled on the couch before anyone could -
- what he was talking about until the smell of leather cigarettes and weed hit my nose. I turned my head, wincing slightly.] Uncle Otto! [the chuckle made me smile, but the words that followed made me cry. “Hey chickpea I didn’t come here by myself you know I wanted to, but there were some people -
November 29, 2025 at 7:10 PM
- what he was talking about until the smell of leather cigarettes and weed hit my nose. I turned my head, wincing slightly.] Uncle Otto! [the chuckle made me smile, but the words that followed made me cry. “Hey chickpea I didn’t come here by myself you know I wanted to, but there were some people -
[when we got home, mama got out of the car and she was grinning from ear to ear. I looked at E like Mama had lost her mind. Papa lifted me out of the car as carefully as possible, but it’s what he said that made everything make sense “someone is here to see you for a little bit.” I had no idea -
November 29, 2025 at 7:10 PM
[when we got home, mama got out of the car and she was grinning from ear to ear. I looked at E like Mama had lost her mind. Papa lifted me out of the car as carefully as possible, but it’s what he said that made everything make sense “someone is here to see you for a little bit.” I had no idea -
- chocolate and a movie when we get home?
November 28, 2025 at 4:32 PM
- chocolate and a movie when we get home?
[I hated that I couldn’t just walk out of the hospital, but rules were rules. Getting in the car hurt more than I thought it would but Papa said I could lay down across the backseat. He didn’t know it, but I had already made plans to do that. I rested my head on E’s lap smiling a little] Hot -
November 28, 2025 at 4:32 PM
[I hated that I couldn’t just walk out of the hospital, but rules were rules. Getting in the car hurt more than I thought it would but Papa said I could lay down across the backseat. He didn’t know it, but I had already made plans to do that. I rested my head on E’s lap smiling a little] Hot -
-really wanted to do was go home and curl up on the couch with E. I didn’t really understand why I was attacked. I just know that I needed this pain to go away.]
November 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
-really wanted to do was go home and curl up on the couch with E. I didn’t really understand why I was attacked. I just know that I needed this pain to go away.]
- that. For now we are just staying long enough for her to get cleared and then we’re going home.” I was thankful for that because I hated hospitals. One of the nurses came in to check on me and she said it would be about 20 more minutes or so as long as I could keep food down for that long. All I -
November 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
- that. For now we are just staying long enough for her to get cleared and then we’re going home.” I was thankful for that because I hated hospitals. One of the nurses came in to check on me and she said it would be about 20 more minutes or so as long as I could keep food down for that long. All I -
[I pressed the button to sit up, but winced at the discomfort doing this caused] ouch! I don’t have to go to school tomorrow do I? [Papa shook his head before taking a bite of pizza “no baby you need to heal up before you can go to school. Esai we’ll get all her schoolwork so don’t worry about -
November 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
[I pressed the button to sit up, but winced at the discomfort doing this caused] ouch! I don’t have to go to school tomorrow do I? [Papa shook his head before taking a bite of pizza “no baby you need to heal up before you can go to school. Esai we’ll get all her schoolwork so don’t worry about -
- so much for many reasons.]_
November 27, 2025 at 4:07 AM
- so much for many reasons.]_
- I frowned tensing when the door opened just a little. Once I realized it was papa with a pizza box I smiled a little. I tried to sit up but almost screamed in agony. “hold on baby. I will help you with this sitting up will hurt for a while until your ribs and everything heal up.” I hated this. -
November 27, 2025 at 4:07 AM
- I frowned tensing when the door opened just a little. Once I realized it was papa with a pizza box I smiled a little. I tried to sit up but almost screamed in agony. “hold on baby. I will help you with this sitting up will hurt for a while until your ribs and everything heal up.” I hated this. -
[I couldn’t even curl up on the bed because everything hurts.] this hurts so much. I promise I didn’t do anything wrong. [Mama smiled, kissing my hair “we know, sweetheart people are mean when they don’t understand. The doctors are going to get you new hearing aids because the girls broke yours.” -
November 27, 2025 at 4:07 AM
[I couldn’t even curl up on the bed because everything hurts.] this hurts so much. I promise I didn’t do anything wrong. [Mama smiled, kissing my hair “we know, sweetheart people are mean when they don’t understand. The doctors are going to get you new hearing aids because the girls broke yours.” -
- until I saw Mama come in. “My babies, papi went to get dinner. He’ll be back in a little while. Mija do you want some ice?” I shook my head. ] I want to go home, Mama.
November 26, 2025 at 8:45 PM
- until I saw Mama come in. “My babies, papi went to get dinner. He’ll be back in a little while. Mija do you want some ice?” I shook my head. ] I want to go home, Mama.
[my eyes fluttered open, and I winced at the light.] Esai? Don’t leave me here by myself. I don’t like it. Hurts to take a deep breath. [I knew what happened to me. I just didn’t know that the result of it would be so hard to take.] I want to go home. [The hospital room door opened and I jumped -
November 26, 2025 at 8:45 PM
[my eyes fluttered open, and I winced at the light.] Esai? Don’t leave me here by myself. I don’t like it. Hurts to take a deep breath. [I knew what happened to me. I just didn’t know that the result of it would be so hard to take.] I want to go home. [The hospital room door opened and I jumped -
- sometime later]
November 25, 2025 at 10:10 PM
- sometime later]
- lifted into an ambulance, and letting her scream as my body was twisted onto the stretcher. The paramedics were soft spoken, but I could hear one of them saying that he thought I had broken ribs. “Does she speak Spanish or English?” That was the last thing I remember until someone was saying my -
November 25, 2025 at 10:10 PM
- lifted into an ambulance, and letting her scream as my body was twisted onto the stretcher. The paramedics were soft spoken, but I could hear one of them saying that he thought I had broken ribs. “Does she speak Spanish or English?” That was the last thing I remember until someone was saying my -
[I heard mama start yelling and calling for an ambulance because no one really knew the damage that was caused.” oh my God I want names this is not OK.” I heard the sirens but I couldn’t focus on anything except the pain. “It’s OK baby. I’m here. I’m going to get you some help now.” I was being -
November 25, 2025 at 10:10 PM
[I heard mama start yelling and calling for an ambulance because no one really knew the damage that was caused.” oh my God I want names this is not OK.” I heard the sirens but I couldn’t focus on anything except the pain. “It’s OK baby. I’m here. I’m going to get you some help now.” I was being -
- upset that this happened.] I was coming to get you guys so we could wait for mama and somebody hit me in the head hard.
November 24, 2025 at 10:21 PM
- upset that this happened.] I was coming to get you guys so we could wait for mama and somebody hit me in the head hard.
- emergency room. It’s very possible those girls gave you a concussion and as much as I want to help you, I’m not allowed to so I am going to call your parents. After that, it’s probably best if I call an ambulance for you“ I didn’t know who this woman was, but I knew Papa would probably be very -
November 24, 2025 at 10:21 PM
- emergency room. It’s very possible those girls gave you a concussion and as much as I want to help you, I’m not allowed to so I am going to call your parents. After that, it’s probably best if I call an ambulance for you“ I didn’t know who this woman was, but I knew Papa would probably be very -
[my whole body was in pain at this point, but the only comfort was that he was here with me. It wasn’t until a few minutes later that I heard my older brother say over there. The nurse must’ve been in front of me. “ I’m going to have to call your parents to come get you and take you to the -
November 24, 2025 at 10:21 PM
[my whole body was in pain at this point, but the only comfort was that he was here with me. It wasn’t until a few minutes later that I heard my older brother say over there. The nurse must’ve been in front of me. “ I’m going to have to call your parents to come get you and take you to the -
- the other one, feels it. “Esai! Over there! Shit! Ima get the nurse.” All I knew was I was in pain and those girls were screaming at me and calling me names. ]
November 24, 2025 at 8:14 PM
- the other one, feels it. “Esai! Over there! Shit! Ima get the nurse.” All I knew was I was in pain and those girls were screaming at me and calling me names. ]
- hit me in the head to knock me down. I couldn’t even make clear sense of what was going on before there was another blow to my body. After what felt like an eternity, I heard Pedro asking E where I was and he almost sounded like he was in pain. We had this weird connection that if one was hurt -
November 24, 2025 at 8:14 PM
- hit me in the head to knock me down. I couldn’t even make clear sense of what was going on before there was another blow to my body. After what felt like an eternity, I heard Pedro asking E where I was and he almost sounded like he was in pain. We had this weird connection that if one was hurt -
A few weeks later…
[I was adjusting for living with mama and Papa pretty easily. School was almost too easy for me, but I wasn’t going to complain after school today. I’m supposed to be going to see uncle Hector. I was walking out of the school to meet up with Pedro and E when I felt somebody -
[I was adjusting for living with mama and Papa pretty easily. School was almost too easy for me, but I wasn’t going to complain after school today. I’m supposed to be going to see uncle Hector. I was walking out of the school to meet up with Pedro and E when I felt somebody -
November 24, 2025 at 8:14 PM
A few weeks later…
[I was adjusting for living with mama and Papa pretty easily. School was almost too easy for me, but I wasn’t going to complain after school today. I’m supposed to be going to see uncle Hector. I was walking out of the school to meet up with Pedro and E when I felt somebody -
[I was adjusting for living with mama and Papa pretty easily. School was almost too easy for me, but I wasn’t going to complain after school today. I’m supposed to be going to see uncle Hector. I was walking out of the school to meet up with Pedro and E when I felt somebody -
- walked back outside like he had done nothing at all. “ Marcus, I think she loves your primo.” it was true because most of the time when Papa came to visit Bishop was with him, and I spent a lot of time with Dante as a result.] he stole my chicken.
November 22, 2025 at 11:10 PM
- walked back outside like he had done nothing at all. “ Marcus, I think she loves your primo.” it was true because most of the time when Papa came to visit Bishop was with him, and I spent a lot of time with Dante as a result.] he stole my chicken.
- tonight so I have time. Even if he wasn’t with her, he would be in here with you guys. I just didn’t think it would be appropriate tonight. He wanted to be here, but I said no.” I smiled at him as he explained to Papa what was going on. I erupted in giggles when he stole a piece of my chicken -
November 22, 2025 at 11:10 PM
- tonight so I have time. Even if he wasn’t with her, he would be in here with you guys. I just didn’t think it would be appropriate tonight. He wanted to be here, but I said no.” I smiled at him as he explained to Papa what was going on. I erupted in giggles when he stole a piece of my chicken -