not my therapist being gagged 30 minutes into our session about how my dad has made no effort to be in my life for the past year when i dropped the fact that he lives ~2 miles down the road from me

i've paid off so much of my debt in the past 2 months like i'm actually so proud of myself

something clicked recently and i've decided i genuinely don't want my dad back in my life. like for months i hoped he would call and apologize for everything but now not so much. like it's still hard and hurtful but i've finally realized it's in my best interest to keep it this way

turned the bedroom light on while vada was napping and she really covered her eyes immediately 😭 she's like damn mom can't you see i'm trying to sleep