Is life getting absurdly better second by second, or am I in a caffeine rush?

The past 3 years were positively insane and I am really proud of myself. I did so much and still have so much more to accomplish. It's crazy how our minds work sometimes, isn't it?

Sometimes, I get myself thinking of all the things I wish I was doing/working on and get sad because I am unable to handle everything. I feel kind of left behind. But then I noticed how much I was able to accomplish in just a few years.

I feel like I'm at a big party I didn't want to attend, but all my friends said they were coming. But when I arrived, none of them were there and everyone was a stranger. This is what FOMO does to us rs