I wish my Twitter family the best wishes over the Christmas and holiday period

It can be a dark time for some if you need help don’t forget Beyond Blue and Life Line are there

In June I wrote this song - I was this close to leaving the world, but now I fight hard 10/10

Be aware that we have also started paying it forward

Over the coming months I am setting up go fund me pages for several charity organisations that help the homeless

They will be set up so that I don’t see or actually touch the funds raised

If you can please support them 9/10

“Fight or Flight” will have 50% of the money made donated to addiction fellowships across Sydney

This song has already showed potential across the world with 3,200 plays with no promotion in 10 days 8/10 on.soundcloud.com/pnjQBTMqtQmZ...

In English it means The Two Agents

So the musicals name “The Agency” seemed fitting and poignant

I have already produced a track called The Agency

This weekend sees the release of our first song across music and streaming platforms 7/10

Titled “The Agency” it is a journey since of separation, the falling into addiction, the rough climb out

It also tells of the love I now share with Michael

Many of you know me by my moniker Agent 22 and he is now known as Agent 17

Hence our duo name “De Två Agenterna” 6/10

A year ago I wrote a song “Beacon of Love” and dedicated it to my sons

A year later and I have penned close to 30 songs… deep and emotional looks into my soul

I am now hoping to get funding to turn these songs into a full stage musical

The bones of which is my music 5/10

Addiction, no matter what form is a disease

Is insidious, it is always there lurking in the darkest recess waiting to strike

But I am strong

I can beat this

I will now and forever be an addict, I have never lied, stolen or cheated for my addiction a fact I’m proud of 4/10

Another blow out and it has been a battle

I now sit on 69 days “clean and serene”

I am in my 6th week of full time work, I am safely housed and I am engaged to a man I had only dreamed of

The most beautifully souled person I have ever had the privilege to know 3/10

I am no longer ashamed to admit that I have been battling an addiction to Crystal Meth

It started in 2020 and was daily until 101 days ago

On day 28, 2 days before my first 30 days clean I had a blow out lasting 4 days

I didn’t give up - I owned it and took steps to avoid 2/10