Optimism is a lost cause. Abandon all hope and set yourself free
onesethleftbehind.bsky.social
Optimism is a lost cause. Abandon all hope and set yourself free
@onesethleftbehind.bsky.social
Possibly autistic,definitively neurodivergent,inflatable rat aficionado. Lifelong social outcast. I make stuff from garbage despite being garbage myself. alone In Colorado
Online dating is horrible. Partly because it reduces your profile to the most short form, commodity like bullshit possible, partly because of the paywalls brought by enshittification, and partly because everyone acts like a bunch of awkward kids at a school dance.
December 11, 2025 at 9:35 AM
I don't want to move back to where it snows
October 20, 2025 at 7:53 AM
If you see me in public why
October 8, 2025 at 4:42 AM
Moving in three weeks? That's the worst time to be on tinder!

(So of course i am)
October 6, 2025 at 11:13 AM
I'm living TNG's tapestry.

Except I'm a lot fucking uglier than Patrick Stewart.
October 2, 2025 at 7:03 PM
How I laugh when someone says, "it gets better" as if tomorrow I'm gonna wake up a fucking boring ass neurotypical ,my disaster of a life is in any way salvageable and my continued existence isn't out of spite for those who created it around me without my consent or consultation
a man in a suit and tie is covering his eyes with his hand .
ALT: a man in a suit and tie is covering his eyes with his hand .
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September 28, 2025 at 5:48 PM
Oh hey bluesky, thanks for the one notification in three months
a girl is laying under a blanket and looking at a cell phone
ALT: a girl is laying under a blanket and looking at a cell phone
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September 26, 2025 at 6:33 PM
No,no, you misunderstand. I love feeling like something unworthy literally all of the fucking time.
June 28, 2025 at 9:10 AM
Please, no more memories. Just let me die in solitude.
June 28, 2025 at 6:55 AM
Homelab.
April 30, 2025 at 5:37 AM
at this point when the stress of being alone causes me to have a heart attack that someone notices before my dog eats my corpse
April 29, 2025 at 1:30 PM
instead of ghosting me can you just send me a form letter

fuck
April 22, 2025 at 2:56 AM
another day, another rejection

this time a potential employer
sunday someone i thought i had a chance with
April 15, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Oh its passover

Not my religion, but i get passed over all the time for jobs. For relationships. When I'm next in line at 7-11 and there's no one behind me.
April 13, 2025 at 3:01 PM
"wow, you're so articulate."

Thanks, my childhood memories are of doctors offices and being separated from other people so i view myself as less than human.
April 11, 2025 at 12:01 PM
I've been telling people for years it can all be taken away from you on a whim

do you finally believe me yet?
April 6, 2025 at 6:04 AM
I'm gonna spend the rest of my life alone.
April 5, 2025 at 2:46 AM
"wow, you're so funny"
"Thanks, my best friends in high school were the hallway and my desk"
April 5, 2025 at 12:29 AM
She did in fact ghost me.
April 2, 2025 at 4:06 AM
I thought I'd met someone new and we talked for a few weeks.

I think she ghosted me yesterday.

I know there isn't a lot of hope to go around but I've also long since run out of things to look forward to and it's getting really hard to continue the charade if acting like I'm ok again
March 30, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Sorry i haven't been doing my usual sadposting my fucking cat died.
March 23, 2025 at 5:19 PM
i guess i just don't understand workplace politics; that factory made thousands of condoms a day, i took 36 of 'em from the warehouse and used them to pipe my bosses wife and now somehow i'm the asshole?
March 14, 2025 at 10:54 PM