That fucking thing
@opalescentkobolds.bsky.social
They/Them. 26.
God we wish we could kill ourselves. Hate that our ace partner is now going to spend time in the funny furry porn game instead of with their partner. Then again we've never been attractive enough to them. Fucking. Wish we could die. Free them from their burden.
December 13, 2025 at 3:22 PM
God we wish we could kill ourselves. Hate that our ace partner is now going to spend time in the funny furry porn game instead of with their partner. Then again we've never been attractive enough to them. Fucking. Wish we could die. Free them from their burden.
What's the most accessible easy way to commit suicide? Like, if I go eat a bunch of gas station boner pills will that kill me? Like, we just want to take something fall sleep and die
November 23, 2025 at 1:19 AM
What's the most accessible easy way to commit suicide? Like, if I go eat a bunch of gas station boner pills will that kill me? Like, we just want to take something fall sleep and die
The closest I've ever seen people in my life be to each other was after Spikey's suicide. People, If even for a fleeting moment, were that much more considerate and caring for one another. People at least feigned caring for each other.
These days?
We wonder if we should be another catalyst.
These days?
We wonder if we should be another catalyst.
November 22, 2025 at 5:51 PM
The closest I've ever seen people in my life be to each other was after Spikey's suicide. People, If even for a fleeting moment, were that much more considerate and caring for one another. People at least feigned caring for each other.
These days?
We wonder if we should be another catalyst.
These days?
We wonder if we should be another catalyst.
Been thinking about suicide. Think the easiest way is suicide by cop. Or i could try and steal their gun. But they'd likely overpower me. Thinking about pills again but they didn't work last time and it wasn't painless like I want. Kept throwing up. I don't have access to helium or that would be it
November 10, 2025 at 6:00 AM
Been thinking about suicide. Think the easiest way is suicide by cop. Or i could try and steal their gun. But they'd likely overpower me. Thinking about pills again but they didn't work last time and it wasn't painless like I want. Kept throwing up. I don't have access to helium or that would be it
If I kill myself then it partners could get married and then they could actually go to Australia legally, and be together finally. I could be out of the way.
I can't handle this pain much longer
I can't handle this pain much longer
October 30, 2025 at 1:08 AM
If I kill myself then it partners could get married and then they could actually go to Australia legally, and be together finally. I could be out of the way.
I can't handle this pain much longer
I can't handle this pain much longer
I wish killing yourself was easier I'm so mad it isn't
October 4, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I wish killing yourself was easier I'm so mad it isn't
The urge to want to kill myself is so strong. I just want it all over. I'm tried if so the arguments and fighting and lack of communication.
August 9, 2025 at 6:31 PM
The urge to want to kill myself is so strong. I just want it all over. I'm tried if so the arguments and fighting and lack of communication.
We just gotta, pretend it doesn't exist
August 9, 2025 at 7:37 AM
We just gotta, pretend it doesn't exist
I feel so bad because I have two ace partners, and being intimate ends up meaning a lot to me... Got told one of my partners just dissociates through stuff and now I just feel like a gross predator. I just. I feel really good about myself when other people get off to me. I want that feeling.
August 9, 2025 at 4:03 AM
I feel so bad because I have two ace partners, and being intimate ends up meaning a lot to me... Got told one of my partners just dissociates through stuff and now I just feel like a gross predator. I just. I feel really good about myself when other people get off to me. I want that feeling.
We feel so fucking worthless
We're stuck between our partners neglecting basic relationship stuff, but hey, they bring home Lego and food and give me money to buy weed to placate myself so do I have any right to complain that we feel neglected in basic ways?
Do I have any right to be sad and cry
We're stuck between our partners neglecting basic relationship stuff, but hey, they bring home Lego and food and give me money to buy weed to placate myself so do I have any right to complain that we feel neglected in basic ways?
Do I have any right to be sad and cry
July 24, 2025 at 4:43 PM
We feel so fucking worthless
We're stuck between our partners neglecting basic relationship stuff, but hey, they bring home Lego and food and give me money to buy weed to placate myself so do I have any right to complain that we feel neglected in basic ways?
Do I have any right to be sad and cry
We're stuck between our partners neglecting basic relationship stuff, but hey, they bring home Lego and food and give me money to buy weed to placate myself so do I have any right to complain that we feel neglected in basic ways?
Do I have any right to be sad and cry
I'm such a selfish piece of shit I hate myself so much
I hate feeling the wrong feeling all the time and always being a jealous piece of shit over morning no matter what I tell myself the feelings won't go away and I just want to end it all to get away please I just want Peace
I hate feeling the wrong feeling all the time and always being a jealous piece of shit over morning no matter what I tell myself the feelings won't go away and I just want to end it all to get away please I just want Peace
June 28, 2025 at 5:17 AM
I'm such a selfish piece of shit I hate myself so much
I hate feeling the wrong feeling all the time and always being a jealous piece of shit over morning no matter what I tell myself the feelings won't go away and I just want to end it all to get away please I just want Peace
I hate feeling the wrong feeling all the time and always being a jealous piece of shit over morning no matter what I tell myself the feelings won't go away and I just want to end it all to get away please I just want Peace
If I crashed head on into a semi while we were both at speed, would I feel it? Would it be over so fast id just be gone? I really hope it is. I just want a lights out. I don't want to suffer anymore. I just want it all over. Please.
June 27, 2025 at 6:15 AM
If I crashed head on into a semi while we were both at speed, would I feel it? Would it be over so fast id just be gone? I really hope it is. I just want a lights out. I don't want to suffer anymore. I just want it all over. Please.
Here I went again fucking things up by being too sad all the time, fucking, never ending loop. No matter how much I try and how much I struggle I always am too sad for others to be around. Feels like I just waste everyone's time.
June 26, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Here I went again fucking things up by being too sad all the time, fucking, never ending loop. No matter how much I try and how much I struggle I always am too sad for others to be around. Feels like I just waste everyone's time.
Just gotta smile and lie and try and get everything back to status quo.
June 18, 2025 at 4:34 AM
Just gotta smile and lie and try and get everything back to status quo.
I feel like I should eat more sleeping pills. Maybe if I eat enough we won't wake up.
June 17, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I feel like I should eat more sleeping pills. Maybe if I eat enough we won't wake up.
Name a a more iconic duo:
Self harm cuts <3 Isopropyl alcohol
Gotta keep the pain up somehow~ it's all we deserve anyhow~
Self harm cuts <3 Isopropyl alcohol
Gotta keep the pain up somehow~ it's all we deserve anyhow~
June 17, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Name a a more iconic duo:
Self harm cuts <3 Isopropyl alcohol
Gotta keep the pain up somehow~ it's all we deserve anyhow~
Self harm cuts <3 Isopropyl alcohol
Gotta keep the pain up somehow~ it's all we deserve anyhow~
Cut ourselves a bunch. Should have done our thigh tbh, now people will notice. But surprised our knife cut us it was so dull. But alas with the flow of crimson we knew it managed to scratch us. It was so painless too. Maybe next time we'll use the sharp exacto
June 17, 2025 at 12:12 PM
Cut ourselves a bunch. Should have done our thigh tbh, now people will notice. But surprised our knife cut us it was so dull. But alas with the flow of crimson we knew it managed to scratch us. It was so painless too. Maybe next time we'll use the sharp exacto
I want to kill myself so bad all we do is just fucknup and ruin everything
June 17, 2025 at 9:36 AM
I want to kill myself so bad all we do is just fucknup and ruin everything
If I kill myself my partners will still have each other so it's not that bad right? If anything it just means they can get closer without me in the way like I always am.
June 2, 2025 at 9:31 AM
If I kill myself my partners will still have each other so it's not that bad right? If anything it just means they can get closer without me in the way like I always am.
Looking in my kitties eyes, knowing I want it to be the last time our eyes meet. Knowing I want it to be the last time they see me. They'll have a good life. They have someone to take care of them.
I just want my suffering to be over. Tired of being the burden that I am.
I just want my suffering to be over. Tired of being the burden that I am.
June 2, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Looking in my kitties eyes, knowing I want it to be the last time our eyes meet. Knowing I want it to be the last time they see me. They'll have a good life. They have someone to take care of them.
I just want my suffering to be over. Tired of being the burden that I am.
I just want my suffering to be over. Tired of being the burden that I am.