BARK BARK BARK !!!!!!!

i genuinely think i need a better sketchbook though bc no matter how lightly i’m sketching, it’s leaving marks behind n every page is getting muddied quickly,,

it feels like suddenly i forgot how to draw Anything Ever as soon as i pick up the pencil and i Hate It.
it doesn’t help that my eraser rn is the last shreds of a pencil cap eraser so it’s Rough Goin’ on the erasing front hsjdhk

anyway !! yeah.

it’s V V Good - its main themes are love, loss, and dealing with grief/grieving while continuing to live on without someone.

i just wasn’t prepared for This Much bitter in the “bittersweet” hjdhdk
it’s fine tho. in another universe no one dies n i am k*ssing guimauve and mallow 💜

i’m also on my period rn so i’m Extra Emotional and i just had to set my switch down and turn on a Comfort Show bc guimauve said that heartache is just a reminder of how much you love someone you’ve lost n i started Bawling hjdhdk

am i Wrong tho

originally i wanted to add shot in as the dude but idt i wanna subject myself to trying to draw a canon character on top of . everything else i’ve got goin’ on hjdsk

AAA THANK U !! ;w;
this black n white pic was going around on twt that ppl were like “draw this as ur ship!!” so i used that as the original reference pic (shoulders/neck) but i had to kinda . modify/improv it a lil bc Different Body Types ,,

the colors in their neck got muddied bc i did the colors in the wrong order but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
those are the risks u take when u use Pen to sketch/color with !!

i think they’re Neat ! also i think they should be allowed to be a lil fucked up . as a Treat 💚

im not saying it’s Good but it’s more than i’ve been able to write in a V Long Time